You can't believe what kind of month I've had... I mean holy crap! You can't wish this kind of sh*t on anyone... And sometimes I'm a vindictive kind of guy... My life has been filled with confusion, anger, dissapointment, then elation, security, happiness, only to be washed away with regret, more anger and wallowing... Is this what I'm supposed to live with? Hell no. I make my own goddam fate! No one else makes it for me. Hell, thats probably the reason I'm going through this. To show me in some twisted way, that I am not infact in control of my own life. Well, I'll just get up again dammit! I do control my own fate, no one else.
When it comes to getting your mind screwed over six ways from sunday, it kinda changes a man, that I can admit. But hey, I'm still ticking. I scared a few friends though, they kinda thought I had lost it and do something stupid, but I'm not like that. I'll just move on. But hell, this time around things are going to change. For the better hopefully, but no matter what, they will change.
Is it because of revenge? Maybe, I've always loved the concept. Who know's, we'll see. Well, gotta go...
Slipstream and all that...
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