IRC-Galleria

When did it all begun to unwind, did I miss something important? Were you even there or was it just a dream that evolved in to a lifelong nightmare.

Can you give me a peace of mind, whisper into my ear that everything is going to be allright. I cant carry your fears anymore, I´m sorry but I must move on...

Perfect skies above, a reminder of your beatiful soul
Darkest minds below, a nightmare that will never seize....

I know that I made that promise to always be there, but I´m too beaten to carry on this abuse....

Mikää ei oo nii hienoo/ ku ikuisesti elävän pissiksen asenne juua viinoo/ 1 desi kirkasta sit etitää esikuvia julkkis tenu huorista.

Mut en mä valita/ nii kaua ku sun haarat o mulle avoinna/Sanonta sanoo ei tuu huorast koti vaimoo/ mut vittuuks kiinnostaa nii kaua ku pilluu irtoo.

Standing in the crossroads making deals with the devil, these roads seem to lead nowhere and the night makes me feel more alone.
All that I´ve given was in vain but the past and the future look all the same....

I tried to erase all the memories but the mirror brings back the long lost tragedies, I can cry million seas but it woud not change anything.

Tonight as I stand in the pale moonlight staring in to his eyes, I whisper words that I never dared before.

"I give my soul in change for one perfect day"

I know that I´ve been wrong
Sometimes it feels like I dont have the strenght to carry on
Sometimes it feels that there were no reason at all
All the hardships I endured come back tenfold
and everything seems to be too hard to comprehend.

I try to pick my self up and fake a smile
I try to reassure myself that everything is fine
but it´s getting harder to believe in my own lies...
still I just watch as the life passes me by

There´s not a single word that can take this away from me
I´ve grown too familiar with the pain
it´s the only thing that keeps me attached to reality...
All the time I spend waging a war against myself was just a waste of energy
The demons inside me wont let me be at ease....

I try to pick my self up and fake a smile
I try to reassure myself that everything is fine
but it´s getting harder to believe in my own lies...
still I just watch as the life passes me by

Sometimes I just want to scream this world into it´s bitter end.....
Still here I stand bruised and confused staring at the mirror
wondering who the fuck Im lookin at.....