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~ Disbelief, Despair, Hatred ~

The Requiem for Broken HeartsSunnuntai 10.01.2010 19:10

Enslave my heart, revealed is her apathy, you're bounded by a fear of loneliness, show me fidelity now fill me with a false sense of hope, this will be my last good-bye before I leave you with your regrets, now seal this elegy with a somber kiss, such a cordial reminder of what we once were, I'll leave your lips soaked with the remnants of a love held together by deception, as death is masked as my savior, martyred in your heartless name, the detriment is much too profound for you to mend my wounds sweetly with your blackened kiss, my heart you've bled it dry, you could mean the world to me nothing less throughout eternity, you're the end of the world to me, a beautiful contradiction possessing me, I can give you no more than all the love I have, take it with you wherever your heart shall lead you. This is the requiem for broken hearts and empty promises. With weary steps I will press on no longer, now watch as the blade cuts through my skin, and this blood will forever rain upon your guiltless head, could you hold this close to your heart forever...forever? Will you hold this close to your heart forever and always, or will you bathe in my blood forever and always?

Into the arms of angelsLauantai 09.01.2010 20:53

[Intro: Faez One (Tony Perez)]
(The rage of Angels) Yeah, uh huh
Been a lot of shit that I held back
But I'ma let you know now
Blackout, it's gettin' dark in here

[Verse 1: Faez One]
Turn on the light, let me see what's in front of me
All of a sudden, this picture I painted just turned ugly
I'm tryin' to do good, but the devil's fuckin' wit me
'Cause I ain't ever had no beef, but now I need some fuckin' heat
It seems like every time I get it I lose it
Get it, abuse it, and what I'm left with is useless
'Cause three years in a row, I felt like the world was mine
And three years in a row, I lost it all in the blink of an eye
And I believe what I do 'll come back one day
But why am I still losin'? I can't take the pain
Am I to blame? Please excuse me for my rotten ways
I'm just tryin' to do what I gots to do so I get paid
Get down and pray to the souls from up above
And hopefully my guardian angel will show me some love
Forgive me for my sins and all the shit that I did
And hopefully she won't let it reflect onto my kid

[Chorus: Faez One & Crypt The Warchild (Tony Perez)]
(The rage of Angels)
They say, "One day here, it'll make sense"
That's why we get high and stay bent
Even the rose grows from the pavement
Tell 'em, Tone (The rage of Angels)

[Verse 2: Crypt The Warchild]
Y'all don't know what it's like bein' born with stress against you
Only feelin' in this world is the life within you
You'd have to be damn near dead to see the nights I been through
Damn near dead to feel the wind beneath you
Envisionin' so much, my minds an open window
Where I gather all these thoughts for all your broken info
If seein' is believin', then there's more to live fo'
My only reasonin' is breathin' and I live to just hope
What you know about bein' bedside next to your girl
On poison control IV's 'cause she can't stand the world?
And what you know about no heat and no electric?
I sold my MP to pay the bills, I'm so pathetic
I wake up and go to work, back aches and my shoulders hurt
And what's it worth? I'm easily checked and don't control my earth
Still walk these hollow grounds, bein' lost but never found
Say to the Lord, "I'll die for music", but there's never sound
Screamin' in vein, everything be seemin' the same
Ask my mom, "What's the problem, why am I feelin' this way?"
Ask my pop, "Can you solve it?", this game, I'm bleedin' to stay
More then willing to give it up if I can't live it up
Hand in my clutch, gun in my lap
Doin' a buck and some change, not knowin' where the fuck I'm at
I try to maintain, the pain is unstoppable
Put my son on my back and I maneuver through the obstacles

[Chorus: Faez One & Crypt The Warchild (Tony Perez)]
(The rage of Angels)
They say, "One day here, it'll make sense"
That's why we get high and stay bent
Even the rose grows from the pavement
Tell 'em, Tone (The rage of Angels)
They say, "One day here, it'll make sense"
That's why we get high and stay bent
Even the rose grows from the pavement
Tell 'em, Tone (The rage of Angels)

[Verse 3: Vinnie Paz]
1988, pops died, middle of the night
Forty-six years old, middle of his life
My mother ain't have a job, poppy was on his grind
And we ain't got no money, so she lose her fuckin' mind
Lenny helped out, and that was real
But he had a little daughter to raise, and that's the deal
My other brother, I won't mention his fuckin' name
'Cause he ain't worthy of my bitterness or fuckin' pain
Me and my mother, all we needed was some love
And my brother, all he needed was his drugs
How could you look at us with a job, we was poor
It's your mother birthday, you don't give her a call?
You have two nephews and a beautiful niece
But they don't think of you as Uncle, they think you deceased
I'm so fuckin' mad that I got a slug for you
But Mommy raised me better, I got love for you

[Break: Vinnie Paz (Tony Perez)]
(The rage of Angels)
I'll see you on the street, dog, we gonna handle it
One on one, beat you down and then hug you
Tell you I love you, daddy, but now, fuck you

[Chorus: Faez One & Crypt The Warchild (Tony Perez)]
(The rage of Angels)
They say, "One day here, it'll make sense"
That's why we get high and stay bent
Even the rose grows from the pavement
Tell 'em, Tone (The rage of Angels)
They say, "One day here, it'll make sense"
That's why we get high and stay bent
Even the rose grows from the pavement
Tell 'em, Tone (The rage of Angels)

All shall perishLauantai 09.01.2010 20:50

[C.Kamachi: talking]
Yeah, A.O.T.P., come on....
Underground legends......yeh...
Yeah Army Of The motherfuckin' Pharaohs
What I'm sayin', independent,
Warriors takin' over the game
What I'm sayin' it's time for y'all to lay down
and I'm sayin' we back, it been to long
What I'm sayin', the deer hunter's here

[Verse 1: C.Kamachi]
Ain't no need to know my ethno, cause worldwide is where my respect go
My flow is multi-spectral, like I'm space based on LSD in trance state dancin' techno
Tellin' y'all haters to let go
It's enough beef but we vegetarian observe the spiritual laws
Purify ya channels and clearly hate ya flaws
So I wouldn't have to convince you that you wack and shouldn't be here at all
Kamachi's this and that I hear it all,
I see you run from ya squad screamin' I wasn't even there wit y'all
I start wars with the tongue like it's a lesbian alm
Talk with that Thesbian charm,
And you can let ya stereos amp this
It's the old english, pamphlets of a hoodlum Hamlet
Under literary FBI cameras scanned it daddy
(yeah, Ha ha ha ha shit is child's play man)

[HOOK:]
Don't let ya life be the aim of pure misery
Don't let this night keep ya frame on floors shivering
This pain and strife can no longer exist to me
Don't be the cause of an unsolved mystery
[x2]

[Verse 2: King Syze]
I'm an assault author, shockin' volts mixed wid water
Disturbin' the law and order when I'm ballin' for the future
We them better kids, rap flows throughout my heritage
And let it live you reppin' shit where's the evidence
All I see and hear is poison in my ears
I kill a track, choke slam the snare,
And let the sample live another day
Save it for another chase hunt it down wid my brothers Outerspace
Tried once but my career's built off anger
I'm bout to leave these raps alone and load bangers
It's just the words from a slave rapper
Tryna bring the game back talkin' to the same master
I'm takin' a stand, my shit expands beyond makin' a band
That talks and storms upon forsaken lands
So when approachin' bring your best shit wit you
When I break it down you can take the rest wit you word

[HOOK]

[Verse 3: Vinnie Paz]
Yeh this is bars of death, we merkin' everybody God is next
Vicious raw literatures pure as Ghandi's flesh
Bomb to the chest, let ya breath cave in
A heart attack to bring the horror back Wes Craven
It make no sense waitin', the team risen
Like Pakistan and India liberated by Britain,
We got rid of dead weight the vision's sharp and cleaner
Like the assassination attempt of Da Cartagena
We like a zombie feature, cause it ain't nothin' sweet
And it ain't nobody that's fuckin' wid us on the street
We reinventin' the wheel cousin the cycle dead
We push the rock and we bark like we Michael Red
I gave you life instead, gave you rice and bread
I think it's time that I separate the disciple head,
That's probably the only thing that can calm me
Vinnie Pazzienza it's the motherfuckin' Army

[HOOK]

A Romance by the Wings of IcarusTiistai 05.01.2010 18:47

As the flame of the candle stands still in the biting air, and the silhouettes of a broken man crash to the floor, he rues the day he flew too close to the sun, recalling her smile, as his wings melted and he descended to the depths below. She had spoken of things all too impossible for hearts to behold. Her beauty beckoning his soul, defenseless he fell enamored by her intoxicating charm. She had spoken of things, which he began to believe. This was not supposed to be, screamed the temptress. Empathy being her only vice she constructed a heart shaped tomb, there she swore she would lie and perish, with his wings charred and the pieces of his heart lying in ruins on the floor. She had spoken of things all too impossible for hearts to behold.
He dreams of a day when the candle would begin to flicker in the cold night air, perhaps then he would fly again. He will fly again...

thorn in my side .:Cain´s Offering:.Lauantai 02.01.2010 13:52

I did not hear the warning,
I did not see the signs.
You're the master of illusion,
You're the devil in disguise.

Temptress in lace and leather,
You make me loose control.
One sinful night,
And I just lost my heart and lost my soul.

I was the one to hold you,
But not the only one.
I hear you say you're sorry,
But some things can not be undone!

I tried so hard to forget,
Tried so hard to fuck it.
I tried to understand,
But it's too late to make amends.

Don't come here asking for forgiveness,
For the things you've done.
Don't point your finger at me,
Because you are the fallen one.

[Chorus:]
Thorn in my side.
Forever hurting me.
You're for my first,
Stay for the night.

Please stay here,
Close to me.
I'll play the clown,
Just strike me down,
Again.

Still searching for my pieces,
So still out of control.
One piece is always missing,
And I don't know how to fill that hole.

Still I don't know the answer,
Or what the question is.
Don't know how weak I feel,
But I don't want it to end like this.

[Chorus]

Please stay here,
Close to me.
I'll play the clown,
Just strike me down,
Again.

[Solo]

Still I want to touch you,
Still I long to hold you,
Still I need you to be here,
Right here by my side.

And still I cannot have you,
Still you are too wild and free.
And still I cannot accept,
That you are not meant for me.

[Chorus]

Please stay here, close to me.

Still I want to touch you,
Still I long to hold you,
Still I need you to be here,
Right here by my side.

Still I want to touch you,
Still I long to hold you,
Still I need you to be here,
Right here by my side.

lissee mustaamyrkkyä :)Lauantai 02.01.2010 13:37

Drool runs down from my mouth again
Low-life - I've killed myself again
Time is running out too fast for me
Living in lie is just too much for me

And the next day dawns dead
Off with my head
And the circle begins again
No place left to somber
Not a single rock I can crawl under

Never again or forevermore - Self-deception calls
This heavy lead
Full bottle
Then crawl along the floor

This is the End I won't take anymore - Again the weak one

falls
Straight ahead
Full throttle
Smashed against the wall

I can see that you don't get it
It eats you alive if you let it
That's what I've done
No place left to run
Not a single rock I can crawl under

Never again or forevermore - Self-deception calls
This heavy lead
Full bottle
Then crawl along the floor

This is the End I won't take anymore - Again the weak one

falls
Straight ahead
Full throttle
Smashed against the wall

Never again or forevermore - Self-deception calls
This heavy lead
Full bottle
Then crawl along the floor

This is the End I won't take anymore - Again the weak one

falls
Straight ahead
Full throttle
Smashed against the wall

Never again or forevermore - Self-deception calls
This heavy lead
Full bottle
Then crawl along the floor

This is the End I won't take anymore - Again the weak one

falls
Straight ahead
Full throttle
Smashed against the wall

mustaamyrkkyä :)Lauantai 02.01.2010 13:35

Hand in hand
A gun in hand
Ready to shoot down a promise again
Tempting lips, burnt fingertips
Ready to tell another lie once again

Hand in hand
A chunk in hand
Ready to take another bite once again
Swollen lips, swaying hips
Able to whisper a lie once again

Floating down this river of shit with you
Can't you see that I am so full of it
And I know you're too

It takes two to play this sick game
Two going insane
So tight is the noose around our necks
Words roll out in vain
Looking for something to blame
Don't you think that enough is already said?

We play this sick game while going insane
So tight is the noose around our necks
Words come out in vain
Looking for someone to blame
Don't you think that too much is already dead?

Hand in hand
A gun in hand
Ready to kill another promise again
Tempting lips, burnt fingertips
Ready to yell another lie once again

Floating down this river of shit with you
Can't you see that I am so full of it
But fuck you too!

It takes two to play this sick game
Two going insane
So tight is the noose around our necks
Words roll out in vain
Looking for something to blame
Don't you think that enough is already said?

We play this sick game while going insane
So tight is the noose around our necks
Words come out in vain
Looking for someone to blame
Don't you think that too much is already dead?

[Solo: Laihiala]

It takes two to play this sick game
Two going insane
So tight is the noose around our necks
Words roll out in vain
Looking for something to blame
Don't you think that enough is already said?

We play this sick game
While going insane
So tight is the noose around our necks
Words come out in vain
Looking for someone to blame
Don't you think that too much is already dead?

Stone Souria <3Lauantai 02.01.2010 13:27

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of folks

So while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real? So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins, contaminating everything
We thought came from the heart
But never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(Null and void instead of voices)

Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you, yeah
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you, yeah
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah yeah

Who are the stars?
Who are the stars that lie?

lisää edorfia <3Keskiviikko 16.12.2009 23:21

On yö ja loputtoman monta tähtilaivaa
Kulkee hiljaa yläpuolellani läpi taivaan
Aikaa on kulunu mutta mieltäni painaa
Ku unohdettii minkä etee yhes nähtii vaivaa
Se on varmaan tää pimeä mikä pistää miettimää
Joskus puoliunessa sun hahmon vieres vielki nään
Koitan halata mut sit katoat ilmaan
Tuuli kuiskailee korviini sun sanoja hiljaa
Makaan tässä missä me niin usein maattiin
Missä suurii suunnitelmiaki usein laattii
Haaveilin hölmöjä ja sie haaveilit mun kanssa
Valon säteet ikkunasta laineili tukassas
Kaivan laatikosta kirjees esiin
Se tuo hymyn suupieleen ja silmist pilkkeen esiin
Alan raapustaa paperiin muistojani tosi herkkiä
Kirjeeseen johon en koskaan laita postimerkkiä

kertosäe:
Päästän kynäni taas lentoon
Ja se saa mun unelmani paperille kertoo
Kuvittelen että luet sanat hymyillen
Ja mietit mua hetken
Päästän kynäni taas lentoon
Ja se saa mun unelmani paperille kertoo
Kuvittelen että luet sanat hymyillen

Tunnit kuluu kynä puhuu kynä kuluu
Ilta tummuu ja oon pukeutunu pyhäpukuu
Makaan alastamona vaarattomana
Hiljaisuus on tarttunu minuu kylmän sanattomana
Naura mun kuullen ja laula mut uneen
Ennenku yksinäisyyden talvi hautaa mut lumeen
Vaik tajuan muuttuneen jo menneen
Haluun kaiken olevan niin kuten oli ennen
Piirrän kömpelön sydämmen kirjeeni kuoreen
Tietäen ettei se koskaan poistu tästä huoneest
Kaikenlaista hassuu mietin unissani
Ja nään kaikelaista kummaa mielikuvissani
Silloin kun leuan haivenet on muuttunut parraks
Ja tukka harvaks ja purukalusto tekohampaiksi
Kun lapsieni lapset sanoo mua papaksi
Sie oot siinä vieressä kasvanu mun kaa vanhaksi

edorffiaKeskiviikko 16.12.2009 23:13

edorf, vanha biisi, piti vähän tilittää,
jussin biitti, sydän verta, lähtösi jälkeen, aut, jee

Niin paljon pystyy muutama sana muuttamaan
niin paljon pystyy murtamaan, saada huutamaan
nyt tahdon kysyy sulta vaan vieläkö kaipaat?
vielä joskus mua muistellen vietätkö aikaa?
ja tiedätkö lainkaan miten sua rakastan
ja miten paljon sattuu kun tiedän etten sua takas saa?
miten paljon tahtoisin vaan olla lähelläsi
käsi kädessäsi kuulla lämmön äänessäsi
mut kai meidän on tarkotus erillään nyt kulkee
eri tuulet tuntee, silmät eri sängyis sulkee
jotain tahdon silti aina merkitä myös sulle
ehkä toisiamme joskus mietitään yön tullen
vielki melkein kuulen hyvää yötä mulle kuiskaavan
äänesi ja sen kai ikuisesti tulen muistamaan
mietteiltä usein itseeni vietyy mä en saa uneen
ennen kuin tiedän hänen saapuneen on tähdet sammuneet

Itken sun tähtesi jälleen
On pimeempää sun lähtösi jälkeen
miks kyyneliä välttelin tälleen?
tuskaansa on aivan turha kätkee sisälleen
Haluun kuulla äänesi jälleen
On hiljaista sun lähtösi jälkeen
ja nyt kun sydän kaipaa taas sua,
vaikken takas saa sua, aina rakastan sua

vielki kasvoistasi kuva palaa aina mieleeni
mietin niit aikoi ja sit sua salaa kaipaan viereeni
mut vaikkei sun kaa olla enää nytte yhdes,
tahdon jotain pitää hengissä ja elää yhteydes
nyt ees tutut sanatkaan eivät enää tunnu samalta
vaan uuvuttavalta, jo hymyilykin tuntuu pahalta
mut ku halataan ystävinä, turtuu haavat ja
samal haluais taas lähtöruutuun palata
mut vaikka vuoksesi itkenkin edelleen joskus,
kaipaan sua lohduks,
tiedän, et vaik muistoillani ruoskisin itseni verille
vaikka yksin juoksisin sittenkin perille (perille)
vain muistoni voi enää tuoda takas
ne hetket, jotka vietin kun olin sun luonas, rakas
vielki muistan, kuinka painoit hiljaa huulet mun suulle
mun sydän ei koskaan kuulunu muille ku sulle

Itken sun tähtesi jälleen
On pimeempää sun lähtösi jälkeen
miks kyyneliä välttelin tälleen?
tuskaansa on aivan turha kätkee sisälleen
Haluun kuulla äänesi jälleen
On hiljaista sun lähtösi jälkeen
ja nyt kun sydän kaipaa taas sua,
vaikken takas saa sua, aina rakastan sua

hämmennys ja pelko, molemmat elämään liittyy
mut kaikki sekava lopult´ selvänä piirtyy
ei ikin´ voinu arvata toiseen että näin kiintyy
ei menetä mitään vaik täytyy eteenpäin siirtyy
vaik´ nyt oon onnistunu kai päästämään irti
tunteita sua kohtaan mä tuun ain´ säästämään silti
Pienet hetket sun kaa on mua opettanu eniten
en ite kai mä koskaan odottanu, et miten
paljon asioita oppii arvokkaana pitämään
sen arvoisena pidän mieltä valloittavaa ikävää
en haluu koskaan joutuu kadottamaan, mitä mä
oon saanu sydäntäni pahoin haavoittamal itämään
jos kävelemään sattunut tielläni sä et oiskaan
oisin ollut yksin, pääs vieläkin äänet toistaa
sit, kun lähdet kulkemaan, tiedän, et lähde pois, vaan
sä meet toista tietä ja sielläki tähdet loistaa

Itken sun tähtesi jälleen
On pimeempää sun lähtösi jälkeen
miks kyyneliä välttelin tälleen?
tuskaansa on aivan turha kätkee sisälleen
Haluun kuulla äänesi jälleen
On hiljaista sun lähtösi jälkeen
ja nyt kun sydän kaipaa taas sua,
vaikken takas saa sua, aina rakastan sua

Itken sun tähtesi jälleen
On pimeempää sun lähtösi jälkeen
miks kyyneliä välttelin tälleen?
tuskaansa on aivan turha kätkee sisälleen
Haluun kuulla äänesi jälleen
On hiljaista sun lähtösi jälkeen
ja nyt kun sydän kaipaa taas sua,
vaikken takas saa sua, aina rakastan sua