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blood
the liquid of life, you see
on the door of his house
you fall to the ground.
Put your hands on your face
they're covered in blood
what have you done...

You know he's now gone
and you feel how you fall with him.
The stains in your hands
make you want to cry your heart out.

You wash up your hands in the water,
you used to drink together.
The water
from his kitchens faucet.
You smoke one of his cigarettes
wich you used to smoke together,
he wont need them anymore
you made your move
he's finally gone..

That wasn't what you wanted..
You're a monster.

***

Surrounding chains binding
unbearable pain inside.
Your bright light blinding
my tired and bleeding eyes.

With your prescense
and by your embrace,
the hole in my heart
is now filled with love,
and the demon inside of me
claims its freedom.

Embezzled by a traitor
and breached by the trusted.
Long smothered acerbity
creates a ruthless devil.

Annihilated goodness
by my judas.
My lifes grounds arsoned
by my own judas.
There arent such devils
thats what we believed.
Just beware the monster released
feeling lust for vengeance.
She's living inside of me.

Now we're mingled
devil and an angel.
Where will this lead to?
Where can we go?

The demon from the past will come
trying to brake it all.
Destroying what we've built,
annihilating our kind.
We can try
but we cant fight.

(but we will fight)

Now we're mingled
devil and an angel.
Where will this lead to?
Where can we go?

tThey will try to hunt us down,
but together we are stronger.
They're just pathetic ghosts
and we're the heads
of good and evil.

***

And in your eyes
I see so much more
than that place you
always go back to
you can pull
yourself away
from that face that
constantly haunts you

so fall forward into me
and let it all pour out
you owe this to yourself,
and theres only one way
out

so rest your head and
close your eyes
just one more step till
we're over the edge

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We all like the devils game
love, hate, ambition, fame.
Up we fly and down we fall
then before you know
you've sold your soul.
You're dead inside
the game lost it's thrill
You're lost and gone
take the pill.

It's all been done
but the lust for thrill
isn't yet gone.
Take the pill.
Start the fall,
finally lose it all.
End it before
you know what you've done.

You play by the devils rules
you won't need more.
The devils game
gives you it all.
Like an efficient drug
you'll give everything you've got,
just to get the right amount
to get high again,
so you won't realize
how lost you are
and can't get out..

***

How can you blame,
that i dont feel the pain?
That's the reason why
I did those horrible things to you.
'cause this pain has made me numb.

Torn to pieces
pushed aside
fallen angel
sucked dry.

No way to ease the pain
nothing left to lose
nothing to say
nowhere lower to go.
I've lost it all,
I've got nothing to fear!

Why did I let you brake me twice?
Why cant I learn the rules of these games..
What you want, you can never have,
what you need, you'll have to beg.
Nothing's easy, nothing's free
why did I let you do that to me?
Why am I being so weak?

I've made my desicion
I'll let our dream go.
I wont give another shot,
I wont play on your rules.
Fuck you, it's an istinct
of self-preservation.
Fuck you, you ain't getting another word.
I've had enough of this shit you call love.
You go play your games,
Fuck you. Don't toy with me.

**

It's not good enough for you
what ever I do.
It's not enough if I care.
Not no matter how much I love.
You just throw that shit on me
treat me like trash.
I just tried to love
as an incomplete girl can.

Well, it's okey
I did learn something.
When you get that shit on you
you dont want to be the one
pouring that on anyone.

But all these things you just cant forgive
though you believe in the good in him.
Some things are just too much for me too,
though I never thought that I'd feel this way with you..

They tell me on the street "you're a sinner"
that's maybe true, but who is not?
We're all assholes, twisted pieces of shit somehow
you can't help it, you're so full of yourself.
Everybody fails once, everybody betrays someone.
You should be able to forgive it all
but too much shit is just too much.
Even for me, who just used to take it all.

***

***

If this was easy i wouldn't be so bound to this.
I love our problems, I like the hard way.
We make it difficult, but getting through it all
is the feeling I miss, so it's the trouble I love.
I love the way it is, just as we are.

The feeling of winning
makes it worth the pain.
If there just is passion
it's worth everything.

Seeing you hurt, your feelings still alive.
Being hurt myself, feeling the uncertainty.
Brings in only passion
it's indescribable.
Playing only together
makes us unseparable.
Experience together,
grow into each other,
just remembering the love,
we can make it unbreakable.

If we can get through this
we can't be torn apart.
'cause together love and passion
make it irresistible.

We can fight, we can scream
we can cry, we can run.
It's only temporary
'cause if it's true love,
those can't tear us apart,
it could be forever,
if we held on tight enough,
it would keep us together.

It's the lust for blood
in my soul.
It's the passion for pain
in my heart.
It's my libido
that keeps me driving on.
I can't stop now
I already have a addiction on
you, us, our difficult passioned love.

We're inseparable
It's indescribable
It's irresistible
It's unbreakable
It maybe only temporary
but it's our passioned love.

will it melt with the snow?
love is a devil

***

They were always watching her, since the downer school.
She was always pretty, but she never had a clue
how cold shed grow, when the dreamboy would go
just leave her alone in this world so cruel.

She stole his heart took the second in line.
You think that's harch, no it's just the game.
Don't hate the player, it's not her fault.
She's drunk and beautiful, what can you say.
Can do what she wants, in every way.

You wish you could get her
she's a hard fish to catch.
You'd only taste blend
she's tasted excess.
Is there any way
she'd notice you again?
Oh darling, I doubt that
men are only toys for her tonight.

She can walk across the room
knowing they're all watching her.
Tonight she's on her best again,
tonight she's ready to go!

She's the one, she's the holiday whore
of the girls nobody just could be more.
All the boys on her feet
she's just looking for a seat,
they'll bring her the wine
wishing to get to go for a ride.

After all she's just tired
of looking for a romance.
Accidently she once lost
the only one she found.
Now she's grown cold
our own holiday whore,
just to cover the loneliness inside
she plays this evil game.

She doesn't care what you have to say.
She doesn't care what you have to give.
It don't really matter what ever you try
she's grown cold, she'll just get another ride.

She's the star of the night, the girls are all jealous.
She doesn't care the party's always around her on.
Our own holiday whore.

She's rebelling bad, crossing the lines
leaving out of town, reaching for her dreams.
Driving the wrong side, taking risks again
to feel the adrenalin, run through her veins
to feel alive tonight, taking excess of cocaine.

She suffered the pain, just to know she did it all.

***

I said it out loud, this ain't working.
I'm too tired, I wonder if we'll make it.
I reach for your hand, you dont take it
we're at a crossroad, we gotta make a choise.
Do it, I've told you my story.

Yes it's easier to run,
go that way around,
but do you want to risk it
can you afford to lose it all?
You should have given a chance
you could have got more...
If there's no love left
there's nothing to fight for.

I cannot believe that you wouldn't fight for love.
We would have made it together
could have made all our dreams come true.
But by letting my tired and reaching hand go
you made it all worth nothing
by that you just lost it all.

If it's not my love anymore
what is it that you want?
Did you lie to me
when you said it's all you've got?
I may have now broken both of us
but if you make me leave and take that bus..
I wont come back, it will be forever
I dont want to remember that we even were together.

Give me back our memories
come and heal these scars.
Take that reaching hand of mine
I dont want to lose it all.
I cant believe that you were ready to close that door...
I wish you had told me what went wrong.

You weren't worth every laugh every smile.
You weren't worth every tear every touch.

I really thought that you loved me
I thought I meant more.
I didn't know that to you
I was only a wind in your hair.
I loved you, you were my world
to me nothing meant more.

It was you who destroyed it all.
I hope you suffer.

***