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[Ei aihetta]Tiistai 22.10.2013 00:33

Why did you have to go?

My heart is bleeding on the floor.

I'm on my knees begging, and I don't want to beg for more.

I'm so cliche, it's hard for me to find the words.

I'll write this note for you, and maybe you can listen and learn.

[Ei aihetta]Sunnuntai 13.10.2013 22:22

You're fucking crazy, if you think that I'll ever change
I am I, I am me, I'll never change my ways
I'm a monster, and that's how I'll stay
Condemned to predetermined damnation for eternity
Damnation for eternity

I don't want you to cry, I don't even want you to care
Don't you dare pray for me, no
These things I bury inside to keep away from the light
Don't you dare pray for me

I been so far gone for so long
And I can't keep my head up off the bottom
Holy fuck, why do I bother
I'm never gonna get any better
I've waited so long to declare
"I don't give a fuck if I die today."
Holy shit, I've lost my mind
Reality is starting to unwind

Don't pray for me

I don't want you to cry, I don't even want you to care
Don't you dare pray for me, no
These things I bury inside to keep away from the light
Don't you dare pray for me

I don't want you to cry, I don't even want you to care
Don't you dare pray for me, no
These things I bury inside to keep away from the light
Don't you dare pray for me

~ EN KESTÄ ~Tiistai 01.10.2013 12:27




HAHAHAHAHAHAHA XDDDD
Would you hold me if I'm empty
Would you care if I was lost
Would you love me if I'm guilty
No matter for what cause

Would you use your knife against me
Would you cut me just to see
If I would go to heaven
Or Hell is home for me

So welcome to my freakshow
This is who I am
A part of me is empty
In emptiness I stand

So seek my imagination
And take a look around
This is my creation
This is what I found.

So let me pass
Away
This empty life
Is yours to have
And let them burn
For all they done
I close my eyes
Against the sun

Would you kiss me while I bleed
Would you see me close my eyes
Cause I won't live forever
My pain within you lies

So welcome to my freakshow
You may never leave
This is all I know
Tell lies that will decieve

I (I) can't (can't) sleep (sleep)
Cause they scream
In my head

I (I) can't (can't) think (think)
Cause of you
Dreams come true

So let me pass
Away
This empty life
Is yours to have
And let them burn
For all they done
I close my eyes
Against the sun

So let me pass
Away
This empty life
Is yours to have

So let me pass
Away
This empty life
Is yours to have
And let them burn
For all they done
I close my eyes
Against the sun

So welcome to my freakshow
You are in my head
A part of me is empty
In emptiness I stand

Welcome to my freakshow
You are in my head
This is what you'll have
As soon as I'll be dead

Is it you or is it me
Am I blind or can I see
If you know what I can dream
Can you break my selfesteem

Can you pull me through the sky
Will it end if I would die
Can you carry me along
In peace where I belong

Every situation
I know it is a game
It's my bad condition
You will feel my pain

Try to understand them
Try to ask them why
Why they are inside me
Will it end if I would die

[Ei aihetta]Keskiviikko 25.09.2013 02:04

I'm under the water just listening
I've been on the fast line 'til you came in
But now things are different, it's all upside down
And I'm all around
I'm trying to go back and turn it around

Oh, I could not forget you
I could not forget you
I could not forget you when you're Rosary Blue
I could not forget you
I could not forget you
I could not forget you, you're Rosary Blue
I'm trying to forgive you

God, I'm lonely here if that's what you're hoping
I've been the last one since the world began
But now things are different, it's all upside down
And I'm all around
I'm trying to reach that and turn it around

Oh, I could not forget you
I could not forget you
I could not forget you when you're Rosary Blue
I could not forget you
I could not forget you
I could not forget you, you're Rosary Blue

I tried to show you
I tried to convince you
But no words can ever tell you

Rosary Blue
I tried to forget you
I tried to forgive you
But the words could never tell you
How much I still miss you
How much I still miss you
No one could ever tell you
How much I still miss you
My Rosary Blue
My Rosary Blue
How much I still miss you
You're Rosary Blue
How Much I still miss you
Rosary Blue

[Ei aihetta]Maanantai 23.09.2013 01:42

Am I better off dead?

Am I better off a quitter?

They say I'm better off now

[Ei aihetta]Lauantai 21.09.2013 13:26

When I'm listening on my headphones (all alone)
I'm taken to another world (other world)
Makes me feel like I can fly
Like I cannot ever die
Music is my only drug
Can you feel the music and the melody?
I can feel it moving
Through my whole body (feel the melody)
Sound, it takes me higher to another place
Lose control of myself when I hear the bass

[Ei aihetta]Perjantai 20.09.2013 22:54

Look at your young men fighting
Look at your women crying
Look at your young men dying
The way they've always done before

Look at the hate we're breeding
Look at the fear we're feeding
Look at the lives we're leading
The way we've always done before

My hands are tied
The billions shift from side to side
And the wars go on with brainwashed pride
For the love of God and our human rights
And all these things are swept aside
By bloody hands time can't deny
And are washed away by your genocide
And history hides the lies of our civil wars

D'you wear a black armband
When they shot the man
Who said "peace could last forever"
And in my first memories
They shot Kennedy
I went numb when I learned to see
So I never fell for Vietnam
We got the wall of D.C. to remind us all
That you can't trust freedom
When it's not in your hands
When everybody's fightin'
For their promised land
And

I don't need your civil war
It feeds the rich while it buries the poor
Your power hungry sellin' soldiers
In a human grocery store
Ain't that fresh
I don't need your civil war
Ow, oh no, no, no, no, no

Look at the shoes you're filling
Look at the blood we're spilling
Look at the world we're killing
The way we've always done before
Look in the doubt we've wallowed
Look at the leaders we've followed
Look at the lies we've swallowed
And I don't want to hear no more

My hands are tied
For all I've seen has changed my mind
But still the wars go on as the years go by
With no love of God or human rights
'Cause all these dreams are swept aside
By bloody hands of the hypnotized
Who carry the cross of homicide
And history bears the scars of our civil wars

I don't need your civil war
It feeds the rich while it buries the poor
Your power hungry sellin' soldiers
In a human grocery store
Ain't that fresh
I don't need your civil war
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
I don't need your civil war
I don't need your civil war
Your power hungry sellin' soldiers
In a human grocery store
Ain't that fresh
I don't need your civil war
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no uh-oh-uh, no uh-oh, uh no
I don't need one more war

I don't need one more war
No, no, no, no uh-oh-uh, no uh-oh, uh no
Whaz so civil 'bout war anyway?

*Tiistai 17.09.2013 20:55

Don`t you ever leave me baby
Don`t you ever leave me now
Don`t you ever leave me baby
If you leave me you will kill me now
I was forcing myself just walk through the day
When all I really wanted to do was curl up in a corner and cry
Nothing had any meaning
And I just think let's give it another day and see if anything happens
Then you came along like my own ray of sunshine
Made me feel warm, safe and alive again

pt 666Tiistai 17.09.2013 11:10

۞ faktat
onko sinulla parasta ystävää? - no kai
onko vanhempasi eronneet? - eiips
kumman luona asut? - molempien
missä asut? - piilossa

۞ oletko koskaan
ollut humalassa? - khyll
halannut vastakkaista sukupuolta? - ju
itkenyt jonkun takia? - khyll
kaatunut pyörällä? - jooo x)
ollut hyvä koulussa? - no en mä ikin oo x)

۞ viimeisin
henkilö, kenen luona olit yötä? - tubi
kappale, jonka kuuntelit? - en mä muistaa mitä ne yhet laitteli siel :D mut sen tiiän et tritanus soinuuut koko illa skitalla :D
henkilö, jonka kanssa vietit aikaa? - ihmisten :D
henkilö, jota löit? - en muista
juoma? - kaakaoo
hyvä teko? - jaa'a :D
elokuva, jonka katsoit? - en muista nimee mut oli pelottava :c
asia, jonka ostit? - kekseii x)

۞ henkilö
jolta sait viimeisen viestisi - veeera
onko hänellä mukava perhe? - onnn c:
oletteko nukkuneet samassa sängyssä? - khylllä x3
näetkö häntä usein? - no joooo :D
oletko koskaan nähnyt hänen itkevän? - öäöäöäöäöäöäää kysykää siltä :D
seurusteleeko hän? - khylllä :D
tiedätkö hänen ihastuksensa? - en tokiiiiii!! XDD okii tiiän ;D

۞ suhteet
keitä kuuluu perheeseesi? - äitee, prätkähiiri, sisko ja veli
minkälaisessa seurassa viihdyt? - no kivassa seurassa :D
tunnetko paljon ihmisiä? - no jaa :D

۞ kysymyksiä
oletko tällä hetkellä riidoissa jonkun kanssa? - semisti varmaa jooo ton yhen kans :D
onko sinulla lainkaan tapoja? - on
rakastatko ystäviäsi? - joitaki
kelle puhuit viimeksi fb?- tissmiesh
lause/sana jonka sanoit viimeksi? -
Seurusteletko? - en
Haluatko joskus kihloihin? - ehk joskus
Haluatko joskus lapsia? - ehkä
Kuuluuko seksi seurusteluun? - eiii välttämättä
Rakastaako sinua kukaan? - salee mu perhe c:
Onko sinulla koskaan ikävä exääsi? - tavallaa joo ja tavallaan EI koska vitun paskasti teki c:
Vihaatko ketään tällähetkellä? - kyllä!
Miksi? - kysytteki vielä huhhhuh :D
Pelkäätkö kuolemaa? - tavallaa
Entä hämähäkkejä? - no vähäC
Mikä tunne on hienoin kaikista? - no semmonen et tietää et joku oikeeesti välittää susta :3
Mitä toivot juuri nyt? - vaik mitä
Oletko onnellinen? - semisti ehk
Onko sinulla parasta ystävää? - kysyttii jo
Jos on, niin kuka/ketkä? - -
Onko sinulla paljon ystäviä? - tarpeeks
Entä kavereita? - ju
Kumpi on sinulle läheisempi, äiti vai isä? - no molemmat yht läheisiii
Kuka on sinulle tärkein sukulainen? - en tiiiä D:
Kuka on sinun tärkein naispuolinen ystävä? - no en tiiä :c
Juotko? - ju
Tupakoitko? - en
Käytätkö huumeita? - en
Tai oletko käyttänyt? - en
Entä haluaisitko käyttää? - en
Syötkö terveellisesti? - en
Suosikkiruokasi? - spagetti ja bolognesikastike :D jos se on oikein tehty xD
Oletko tyytyväinen itseesi? - en :c
Jos saisit muuttaa itsessäsi mitä vain, mitä muuttaisit? - vaikka mitä
Millaiset hiukset haluaisit?- semmoset ihanat ;___;♥
Onko sinulla lävistyksiä? - on c:
Entä tatutointeja? - onnn c:
Jos ei, haluaisitko? - -
Minkä väriset silmät omistat? - siniharmaat
Entä hiukset? - pinkkiblondit
Kuinka monen kanssa olet suudellut koko elämäsi aikana? - tietäjä tietäää :D
Oletko suudellut tänä vuonna tuntematonta? - en
Erikoisin paikka missä olet suudellut? - entiiä
Oletko katunut jotain suudelmaa? - ju
Oletko suudellut varattua? - en
Joitko viikonloppuna alkoholia? - en
Suutelitko ketään ihmistä? - en
Halasitko ketään ihmistä? - jooo :3
Mitä teit? - olin traconis c:
Hukkasitko mitään? - nojoooo ;_;
Olitko poliisien kanssa tekemisissä? - enn :D