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I had a change of heart
but don't know where to start
What i'm about to say may surprise you
but now i see it clear
That life ain't always fair
What can you do
When you don't wanna hurt him
Cause' you don't deserve him
and there's no other way

*I'm breaking down,
I just can't take it anymore
I won't let you go
You know I'm coming for you
No matter what its gonna take
I gotta make this move
You're the one, that i choose
You know i'm coming for you
And i just can't go another day
Without you next to me

Don't know what to say
guess I'll take the blame
Eventually it was bound to happen
I know you played your part
i ain't tryin to make it hard
but it's the right thing to do
When you don't want to hurt him,
Cause' you don't deserve him
and there's no other way

*

Now that you know the truth
Just wanna be with you
Can't hold back, this is real
Cause' what we share
It's undeniable
Don't want to hide no more
Here i am and i'm coming for you

*

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that i hurt you this way
The worst part is that i didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

*I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that i've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that i can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that i need to see
Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me

*

But, remember the time when i told you the way that i felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

*




BUT, NOW IT'S OVER! maybe.. hahaha

I want U ♥

Back to ya boy
cuz you know i need your lovin'
You know i do
I can't keep running away
from all this kissinÂ’ and huggin'
I don't know why
I keep coming back
to all this love and hate
am i crazy?
Have i lost myself
is this a sin?

I gave you all of me
I gave you everything
It didn't mean a thing..?

People tellin' me to leave you alone,
but over and over again
i keep coming back..

Just to think about it,
I would do things that
I would regret, tryna get you to
understand how i felt for you
I tried real hard time and time again
but i didn't know my love wouldn't grow,
I shoulda just let it go
But i stayed around thinkin you would learn to love

*And we both know, you're wrong
There's nothing you can do,
to ever undo what you've done to me
I loved you, deep in my heart
I know you couldn't love me
But, baby i just kept holding on,
I shoulda let you go
Shoulda let you go

Couldn't do without it,
I felt i needed you in my world to get me by, by
More and more i looked out for you,
you tried to play me like a fool so i didn't care,
that love wasn't there,
had to just let it go
Couldn't stay around,
thinkin you would learn to love

*

And now your gone, plus I'd rather be alone
We both grown, lower your tone over the phone,
Aight, i shoulda known, damn i shoulda known
This wouldn't last long,
when you didn't come home some nights
And now i'm on, in the zone,
handle business on my own
So respect the queen on the throne, aight?
Here's some strong advice, move on, that's life
You wrong, i'm right, and i'm glad i letchu go

*

Don't know why you would ever lie to me so,
But i shoulda letcha
Don't know why i could never let you go
Coulda, Shoulda, Letcha
Everything i did, everthing i gave
You didn't understand NO
Don't know why i could never let you go
Cuz i shoulda letcha,
I shoulda let you go
Long time ago, YEA!

♥

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

*But i don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That i keep on closing
You cut me open and i

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

*

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

*

ei vittu.. khia_ sekasorto öö.. ollaan meillä.. oon laittamassa musiikkilistaa täs et päästää bilettäää.. hmmm taas otamme vettä väkevämpää.. ja mun piti olevinaan lopettaa.. noo ei se midist, jos sillo tällöin.. ihihihi.. kkkkkkkk win or loose we booze CHILLLATKAA

haha, nanni- liitty myös seuraan :DDD <3

ärsyttää olla koulus, ku pikkunen darra eilisestä.. ei mun pitäny juoda mut sit juhlittiinki vähän heidin ja taian kaa olevinaan pikku jouluja.

Oletko ihastunut?: jaahas.. ehkä oonki :)
Tietääkö ihastuksesi?: en mä tiiä, kai

VIIME KUUN AIKANA OLETKO:

Harrastanut seksiä?: en
Ostanut jotakin?: kyllä
Ollut sairas?: en
Ollut halattavana?: joo
Tuntenut itsesi tyhmäksi?: joo
Ikävöinyt jotakuta?: yep
Saanut kokeesta nelosen?: en
Leikkauttanut hiuksesi?: joo
Valehdellut?: joo

RANDOM:

Paha tapa?: rööki
Saatko kosketettua kielellä nenääsi?: en
Osaatko kohottaa vain yhtä kulmakarvaasi?: en tiiä, en oo ikinä kokeillu
Osaatko katsoa kieroon?: joo
Petaatko sänkysi päivittäin?: joo
Pidätkö itseäsi ainutlaatuisena?: joo

OLETKO KOSKAAN:

Sanonut 'rakastan sinua'?: joo
Antanut rahaa hyväntekeväisyyteen?: joo
Odottanut koko yön yhtä puhelinsoittoa?: joo, mut en ihan koko yötä
Livahtanut yöllä salaa ulos?: en, ei mun tarvii salaa hyppiä ympärille
Katsellut yöllä tähtiä?: joo

TAVAT/RANDOM:

Kiroiletko?: joskus, yleensä
Kokkaatko omat ruokasi?: yleensä
Teetkö kotitöitä?: teen
Pidätkö lihasta?: en
Oletko tyytyväinen elämääsi?: joskus
Omistatko koiran?: en, mut haluisin
Käytätkö rahasi viisaasti?: en
Pidätkö uimisesta?: joskus, ainaki rannal
Kun sinulla on tylsää, soitatko ystävälle?: joskus

KUMMAN VALITSISIT:

Kukkia vai suklaata?: kukkia
Harmaa vai musta?: musta
Värikäs vai musta-valkoinen?: m-v
Viha vai rakkaus?: rakkaus
Auringonnousu vai lasku?: lasku
M&M vai Skitlesit?: -
Myöhään valvominen vai aikaisin herääminen?: myöhään valvominen
Kuuma vai kylmä?: kuuma
Oikea vai vasen?: oikee
10 hyvää ystävää vai 2 parasta kaveria?: 2
Aurinko vai sade?: aurinko

OLETKO KOSKAAN:

Nukkunut sängyssä vastakkaisen sukupuolen kanssa?: joo
Juonut pullollisen alkoholia yksin?: joo
Nukkunut alasti?: melkein
Ollut tappelussa?: joo
Ollut lentokoneessa?: oon
Kaivannut jotakuta niin paljon, että sattuu?: joo
Nukkunut koulussa?: joo
Ollut yksinäinen?: joo
Huijanut pelissä?: joo
Itkenyt itsesi uneen?: joo
Laulanut suihkussa?: aina
Katunut sitä että olet satuttanut ystävääsi?: joo
Katunut sitä että olet rakastanut jotakuta?: melkein
Ollut todella iloinen?: joo, on siit aikaa
Ollut rakastunut? no jee, oon