IRC-Galleria

Why don't you want to talk to me does it feel easier to pass me by
you read my face like I'm a fucking disgrace and you never look me in the eyes
the truth is always easiest to ignore and that's why you walk the other way
but is it really that hard for you to think of something comforting to say

Don't look at me as If I'm different
Don't look at me as If I wasn't there
Don't look at me as If I'm no good
Don't look at me as If you didn't care,as if I wasn't there!

You walk a little faster like you're trying to say that you really haven't got the time
and when I put my hand out for a coin or two you just pretend that you've gone blind
It seems hard for you to show any compassion for me but it wouldn't hurt for you to try
reality can be painfull but tell me have you ever wondered why?

You like to keep a safe distance from me to make sure that we never meet
and just in case I might be dangerous you quickly turn and walk across the street
You're so scared of the sight that you see that you decide to never understand

Instead of judging me by the way that I look,accept me for who I am
Instead of judging me by the way that I look,accept me for who I am
Instead of judging me by the way that I look,accept me for who I am
Instead of judging me by the way that I look,accept me for who I am

Your treat me like I'm fucking useless, what makes you think I even care I think this whole affair is fruitless and it won't lead to anywhere
I never said you had to like me, I never shoved shit down your throat
But you still act like you're aboye me with all that heartless crap you wrote

You try to suffocate me, you try to violate me
You try to fill me full with all your dirty lies
You try to ridicule me, but I won't let you fool me
'Cos you're so pitiful and easy to despise
easy to despise

What have you done that might impress me, I can't think of anything at all
Don't even want you to address me, It's not as if you make the cells
You compensate your lack of talent, talentlessly slagging what you hate
How does it feel to kill a debutante, so you can put food on your plate?

You try to suffocate me, you try to violate me
You try to fill me full with all your dirty lies
You try to ridicule me, but I won't let you fool me
'Cos you're so pitiful and easy to despise
easy to despise

I don't know how to rate a failure, so I got nothing more to say,
And I'm so sick of your behavior, so watch me when I walk away

You try to suffocate me, you try to violate me
You try to fill me full with all your dirty lies
You try to ridicule me, but I won't let you fool me
'Cos you're so pitiful and easy to despise
easy to despise

I know you know I know you know
what is the truth what is the truth who knows
you know she knows they know we know
what is the truth what is the truth who knows
I do do you will you won't you
what is the truth what is the truth to you
will you won't you do you don't you
what is a lie gave it a try won't you I know nothing you don't know
don't get me wrong don't get me wrong
don't get me
love me shove me kiss me hug me
what is my love what is my love tell me
fuck me kick me suck me hit me
what is a fuck what is a fuck tell me
take it shake it bend it break it
what is my life what is my life take it
thrill me kill me fill me make it
what is the truth what is the truth fake it
see me be me hear me fear me
what is the truth is the truth near me
school me fool me rule me drool me
what is the truth what is the truth fool me
can you can't you do you don't you
hear my reply don't ask me why will you
help me leave me feed me bleed me
need me to lie what is a lie tell me
I know nothing.....
I know you know I know you know
what is the truth what is the truth who knows
he knows she knows they know we know
what is the truth what is the truth who knows
I do do you will you won't you
what is the truth is the truth to you
will you won't you do you don't you
what is a lie give it a try won't you
I know nothing.....

I thought I knew you, it only goes to show that I was wrong, so wrong
I see right through you,
and everything we used to have is gone, it's all gone
You said you loved me, but did you mean a word of what you said,
when you said you're thinking of me,
I'm sure that someone else was in your bed, getting head

I'll tell you what, love is just a four letter word
like it or not, love is just a four letter word

You say it's over and treat me like you don't know who I am, who I am
I hope you know girl, that you've turned me into a broken man, that's
all I am and then you tell me, tell me that you've found somebody new,
well good for you
but do you really, think I care about the things you do,
fuck both of you

I'll tell you what, love is just a four letter word
like it or not, love is just a four letter word

So now you've left me, I bet that you could hardly even wait
I used to love you, now you're just the girl I love to hate
All I can say is, I wish I'd listened to my own advice
I learned the hard way, that you we're cold as ice

so thanx alot, love is just a four letter word
like it or not, love is just a four letter word

What the hell is wrong with you have you lost your mind
you know we never go out this late
You're making me look stupid and now I'm feeling mad
it must have been something you ate

I used to love you but now I'm not so sure
There's something about your whole attitude
I've got this feeling eatin' straight through my brain
all you ever think about is food

But you're still my bitch

Everytime we go out for a walk in the park
you're always barking up the wrong tree
Now you just want attention from the opposite sex
I know that you're just using me

Sometimes when you get angry you show me your teeth
but I know your bark is worse than your bite
and then when you get hungry it's a whole different deal
you act like everything is alright

But you're still my bitch

You always try to play those tricks with my mind
but bitch I know a trick or two
for everytime you try to make me loosen your leash
you know I'll have to punish you

You look at me and throw yourself at me feet
hoping I might pat you on the back
but I'm not gonna go there, I won't fall for that
not until you cut me some slack

But you're still my bitch

all my disillusions are filling up my head
and all of my frustrations are lying in your bed
all my explanations just don't make any sense
leave me be babe can't you see the tensions to immense
you just can't understand me so you drag me to the ground
but I don't hear a single word
you just can't bring me down
so don't you dare to criticize the way I think and live
all you get is what I've got and what I what to give
I love you I hate you I kiss you I rape you
I cheat and deceive you I leave you
I love you I hate you I kiss you I rape you
and I cheat and deceive but I need you
you say you really need me and then you close the door
you say you want to leave me and then you beg for more
well I ain't sentimental so don't try to set a trap
cos everytime you hug me you stab me in the back
if you want my body then just make love to my mind
and don't try to hurt me cos I ain't the hurting kind
I told you that I loved you but you didn't cate at all
I needed you to touch me but instead you crushed my balls
I love you.....
I know I said I need you but that was just a lie
you asked me if I loved you but you never asked me why
so now you've got your answer and I hope you're satisfied
and don't you dare to tell me that you ever even tired
there's nothing I can give you that you ain't already got
cos even when you've got it all you say that I forgot
to give you all my loving and to give you all my time
there ain't enough for the both of us and right now I want mine
I love you.

Laid to the river
Midsummer, I waved
A "V" of black swans
On with hope to the grave
And though Red September
With skies fire-paved
I begged you appear
Like a thorn for the holy ones

Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain....
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again

Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above onto me?
For once upon a time
On the binds of your loneliness
I could always find the slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discoulours all with tunnel vision

Sunsetter...
Nymphetamine

Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampyric addiction
To Her alone in full submission

None better...
Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine...
Nymphetamine girl.

Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine...
My Nymphetamine girl.

Wicked with your charm
I'm circled like prey
Back in the forest
Were whispers persuade
More sugar trails
More white lady laid
Than pillars of salt...
(keeping Sodom at at bay)

Fold to my arms
Hold their message away
And dance out to the moon
As we did in those golden days

Christening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay

Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above onto me?
For once upon a time
On the binds of your loneliness
I could always find the right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discoulours all with tunnel vision

Sunsetter...
Nymphetamine

Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampyric addiction
To Her alone in full submission

None better...
Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine...
Nymphetamine girl.

Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine...
My Nymphetamine girl.

I hate myself,
I hate my life,
I am unloveable,
never will find happiness,
and will die poor,
miserable, cold, and alone

unless I OFF MYSELF FIRST!!

Well I loved my aunt - but she died
And my uncle lou - then he died

Im searching for something which cant be found - but Im hoping
I still dream of dad - though he died

Everything dies - everything dies

My mas so sick - she might die
Though my girls quite fit - she will die

Still looking for someone who was around - barely coping
Now I hate myself - wish Id die

Everything dies - everything dies
Everything dies - everything

No why - oh God I miss you
No why - oh God I miss you - I really miss you
No no no no

No why - oh God I miss you
No why - oh God I miss you - I really miss you

Everything dies - everything dies
Everything dies - everything - no no no no

Everything dies - everything dies
Everything dies - everything

I play hell, you play heaven
I'm deaths own little star...
Can you trace the sins that haunt you,
And play the devil's cards as I do?

I am all that you see,
I am all that you want me to be!

I am god, and so the antichrist
I'm blessed, yet damned
I'm fallen, yet resurrected
I'm all of nothing!

I play death, you play life, triple sixes to rise...
Can you see the visions I brought you,
And the devilish games that I taught you?

I am all that you see,
I am all that you want me to be!

I am god, and so the antichrist
I'm blessed, yet damned
I'm fallen, yet resurrected
I'm all of nothing!

Synthetic generation...
Stop not, it's indifference high you must know...

I am all that you see,
I am all that you want me to be!

I am god, and so the antichrist
I'm blessed, yet damned
I'm fallen, yet resurrected
I'm all of nothing!