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if only you'd know how I feel, when I see you with another...
getting up and walking away without saying a word...
I think you just ripped my heart out...
I can't bear these feelings any longer...
I just want to scream and shout my pain away, but I just can't...
"I don't want to waste anymore of my life" (Riverside - Second Life Syndrome)
you know how I feel towards you, so why are you doing this to me?
why am I always just a good friend?
what the hell do you think that makes me feel?
I always freeze at the most significant times...
I'm afraid to tell you how I feel...
I'm glad that your my friend, but why can't we be more than that?
you should have been here by now, did you forget me?
it doesen't matter anymore anyway, just finish me already...
why am I always the one alone?
"destroy yourself, see who gives a fuck" (Lamb Of God - Laid To Rest)
the feelings I feel are still alive...
running away and breaking my heart at the same f*ing time...
I'm so good in hiding my feelings, but how can I show them when I need to?
"I carve your name in my heart" (Muse - Space Dementia)
will you run away if I tell you how I feel?
I have forgotten what it feels like to be loved...
first you kiss me then you kiss him, what the hell did that mean to you?
do you enjoy raping and playing with my feelings?
why do I find serenity only from music?
you found my weak spot now I'm praying for you to stop using it against me...
I can't even raise my hand anymore...
I don't know anything anymore...
fuck me, fuck you, fuck everyone...
why do I even keep smiling at you since it makes no difference...
don't act like your in love with me since your clearly not...
you don't know how much I care or how much I feel towards you or what I would do just for you...
here I lie with my broken heart and no one seems to be willing to fix it...
it only takes a few simple words to fill the hole in my life...
real men don't cry, well guess I'm not a real man then...
would you please take my pain away?
"in my heart of hearts IÂ’m screaming, in my heart of hearts I cry" (Riverside - I Turned You Down)
I'll tell my lies with my artificial smile, so you wouldn't worry about me...
drifting day after day away from my ability to feel...
why is it that I can see the pain in my life but not love from another...
I'm sleeping wide awake as my feelings embark on yet another pointless journey...
"To those who understand, I extend my hand, To the doubtful I demand, Take me as I am" (Dream Theater - As I Am)
I can't even count the times my heart has been broken
"This is what you'll get, when you mess with love" (Radiohead - Karma Police)
"can't you see that I'm falling apart" (Entwine - Falling Apart)
"You know your life on earth could mean so much more" (Spock's Beard - Love Beyond Words)
"You're a toothpick, So pathetic, You make me sick, I barely even know you" (Spock's Beard - Freak Boy)
"Whatever makes you happy, whatever you want" (Radiohead - Creep)