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I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet

Yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused,
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything all rolled into one

I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

VAPPUSI MENEE PILALLE, JOS ET TEE TÄTÄ 5 MINUUTISSA !
● miten menee? - ihan hyvin
● onko vappusuunnitelmia? - onhan niitä :)
● aiotko hymyillä koko vapun? - siihen pyrin :)
● eihän mikään lannista? - eii
● onko rahan puutetta? - eii
● saatko viikkorahaa? - en
● aiotko pukeutua joksikin vappuna? - een
● seurusteletko sinä? - een
● jos et niin miksi? - siksi
● koska täytät vuosia? - onha täs vajaa vuos viel
● oliko mielessäsi alkoholipitoinen vappu? - ei voi tietää

I don't know how to feel.. :s

Muistatko, kun luvattiin, ettei kumpikaan saa kuolla ennen toista?
Kun pojissa oli poikabakteereja?
Entä ne kyyneleet, sen kusipään takia?
Entä se ihana nauru kaiken, sen helpotuksen keskeltä?
Muistatko kun naurettiin yhdessä?
Kun vietettiin koko kesä yhdessä?
Kun kerrotiin salaisuuksia, mistä kukaan ei tiennyt mitään?
Kun olimme erottamattomat?
Lisää tämä päiväkirjaasi, jos et halua menettää sitä kenen kanssa olet kokenut paljon muistoja♥

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Henkilö..
joka piti viimeksi sinua kädestä kiinni: makeme
joka saa sinut aina nauramaan: <3
joka viimeksi halasi sinua: jenny
joka viimeksi sai sinut iloiseksi: enpä tiiä
joka sai sinut viimeksi itkemään: hmh
jonka kanssa on parhaimmat muistosi: monen
jonka seurassa voit olla oma itsesi: monen
joka lähetti viimeksi tekstarin sinulle: kummitäti
joka soitti viimeksi sinulle: isä
joka viimeksi suuttui sinulle: emt
jolta haluaisit pyytää anteeksi: emt
joka merkitsee sinulle eniten: moni

I don't like this at all ! :S

jos kuulet kohta kovan kolahduksen (ja sen perässä kauheeta kiroilua) ni älä toki ihmettele, se on nimittäi mun kännykkä jonka heitän seinään :) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!




AERRGGHGHGHGHHGHGHGHGHGGHGHHG

I saw it in the news
You told me they were wrong
And I stood up for you
'Cause I believed you were the one

You had all the chances in the world
To let me know the truth
What the hell's wrong with you?

Are you even listening when I talk to you?
Do you even care what I'm going through?
Your eyes stare and they're staring right through me
You're right there but it's like you never knew me

Do you even know how much it hurt,
That you gave up on me to be with her?
Revenge is sweeter than you ever were

I'm so mad at you right now
I can't even find the words
And you're on the way down
I can't wait to see you burn
You try to make me hate that girl
When I should be hating you
What the hell's wrong with you?

Are you even listening when I talk to you?
Do you even care what I'm going through?
Your eyes stare and they're staring right through me
You're right there but it's like you never knew me

Do you even know how much it hurt,
That you gave up on me to be with her?
Revenge is sweeter than you ever were
(than you ever were)
Revenge is sweeter than you ever were

Nothing can save you now that it's over
I guess that you'll find out when you're no one
Don't say you're sorry now 'cause I just don't care

Nothing can save you now, nothing
Nothing can save you now, nothing

Are you even listening when I talk to you?
Do you even care what I'm going through?
You're eyes stare and they're staring right through me
You're right there but it's like you never knew me

Do you even know how much it hurt,
That you gave up on me to be with her?
Revenge is sweeter than you ever were
(than you ever were)
Revenge is sweeter than you ever were

Gimme a break
A little escape
I am so tired
Of being me
I wanna be free
I wanna be new
And different
Anything I'm not
I'm not

Maybe I should give up, give in.
Give up trying to be thin.
Give up and turn into my mother,
God knows I love her.

And I'm sorry to which ever man should meet my sorry state,
Watch my steady lonesome gait and be aware.
I will never love a man,'cause love and pain go hand in hand
And I can't do it, again.