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oh have you
ran out of words again?
smothered by the truth,
or by the fact that I finally had the guts to say it out loud.

here we are,
so vulnerable, so open.
it makes me sick,
to think I was right.

They told me I was just being too cynical,
I shouldn't expect the worse.
But when I finally let my shields down,
I didn't have a knife in my back.

I had it in my heart.
the knife was dull, and it hit me way too hard.
Then it spins around my heart, all over tearing it apart.

We were meant to be something beautiful,
something really really amazing,
And right now, the only thing i'm amazed by is the pain.
Never knew this could hurt so much.

when do I know it's enough
when do I know I've done all I can
when is the time to give up, let go
when have I had enough of the pain

or am I just a masochist
and I'll stay here forever.
bleeding,
just for you.


(c) booberry

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