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msbooberry

I don't need to be touched by you
Aksun muistolle ! <sydän>


It weird, how everyday,
world seems to be bitchyer.
Without you, we're feeling empty.
No, you can't be gone?

We need you here.
We need to see you laughing,
and singing and smiling.
But there is one thing I'm sure about;
you made it to heaven.

But now that you're up there,
I miss you so,
why did you have to go?
you were not supposed to leave, not yet.
not this way.

Can you imagine this feeling, or do you feel the same?
Nothing has ever hurt this much.
Nothing else, than missing you, could ever hurt this much.
Everyday, just the thought of, brings me to tears.
I miss you so.

Oh how I wish that I could bring you back here,
even just for a moment.
So we could see, just one more time,
the smile on your face.

We miss you, we miss your smile,
and we miss the times we spent with you.



(c) booberry
If he could show his magic,
just one last time,
just so you could he,
how good it works.

Just one kiss,
and I'm all his.
One touch,
and I'm all over the floor.

I could fall trough the floor,
cry behind the door,
I want it all back.

And by the way,
my giving up don't mean suicide.
It means,
being bitchy.

See ya, slut !

(c) booberry
Talk to me, and tell me,
about us, about me.
I need to know,
was it something I did?
Something I said?
I need to know, if there's anything,
anything at all that I could do,
to make you see,
my heart still belongs to you.

This makes no sense,
I'm lost, 'cuz you're not here anymore.
I don't know what I'm doing, in my life.
I don't know what I want.
Only thing I know,
is that nothing matters,
when you're gone.

I remember how it felt,
your lips on mine.
I never forget,
how it felt,
when you whispered those
three words to me.

It doesn't make no sense,
that it ended for such a stupid reason.
It doesn't make any sense,
that is pain is only getting stronger,
as time goes by.

It's been so long,
I should be over it already.
But I guess I know,
what love means.
And now I understand,
why they told me not to trough my heart away.


(c) booberry

[Ei aihetta]Sunnuntai 02.03.2008 23:17

Oh god, I'm still here.
Still hanging on,
I wouldn't be, if I didn't have to.

But I have to stay,
to make sure you're okay.
To make sure, you know what you meant,
before I go.

Darling, there's nothing,
that could make me change my mind.

(c) booberry
Kerro minulle yksi tai useampia asia, josta pidät minussa.

Ainoa sääntö on tämä:
Et saa sanoa sellaista asiaa, jonka joku muu on jo sanonut.

Sen jälkeen postaa tämä omaan blogiisi , niin minä voin kertoa,
mistä minä pidän sinussa !

I'm too afraid to show you,
and so afraid to tell you.
To afraid to get my hopes up,
'cuz I know, you and me,
will never be us again.

You have her,
And I want you to hold on to her,
if she makes you happier than I ever did.

But I never felt, this alone.
I never felt this insecure.

I gave everything, just to try to make you stay.
Should I give up, 'cuz I can't let go?
I just wanna try to make you see what we could've been?

I'm giving up,
'cuz I can't let go, can't let go of you.
I fought so hard, I tried so hard to move on.
But I don't want to move on,
I got nothing to offer to anyone,
as long as you have my heart.

And you know, my feelings will tear me apart someday.
I'm feelin' down again, 'cuz I know,
Our lives could be different. I'll wait and bleed,
I'm a sinking ship,
but I keep my true thoughts locked inside my head.
My feelings won't ever be found by anyone.
CRASH AND BURN.
my time is up.

You know, I'll wait as long as you want.
But all my hope is gone,
and I'm giving up,
I've had enough.
I no more believe in a thing called love,
At least in my life.

But don't you ever ever blame yourself,
you were my mistake.
I should've known to walk away.


(c) booberry
Ohh, I think I'm feeling guilty.
My conscience calls,
I know I'm not that kinda person,
as my friends seems to think.

I'm so sorry to say this,
but I'm no fighter.
I gave up since
you broke my heart.

But this time, it's different.
I can't stand another day without you,
But desperation makes me stay.


Yeah, Yeah, I know,
it's not like me,
to break down,
'cause of some guy.

It's not like me to cry myself to sleep every night,
just 'cuz I'm all alone.


But this time, it's different.
I can't stand another day without you,
But desperation makes me stay.

I've been tryin' to get over it, so many times.
But everytime I try to do that,
I hurt someone, and I realise,
I can't get over you.

I need to leave this town,
This city, my friends, everything.
I can't be here,
Everything reminds me of you.
Everyday is like living in a hell.

But this time, it's much worse.
I can't stand another day without you,
But desperation makes me stay.

I'm sorry I didn't mean to blame you,
I never meant to make you feel guilty.
I hope you find someone,
who can do the things I couldn't,
someone who'll makes you smile,
someone who'll mean everything to you.

To me you were that someone,
but I know you don't feel the same,
so I'm leavin', 'cuz I know I can't get over you.

(c) booberry
It ain't so hard to breath anymore,
I know he owns me and
He's not mine anymore,
but I'm getting use to it.

I'm free,
but I can't be with anyone,
'cuz I got nothing to give.

I think he's saving me for a rainy day,
but I don't mind.

It's true,
when they say that the only way to keep the girl,
is breaking her heart.


(c) booberry

This is why I said I can't. Perjantai 29.02.2008 01:41

I came to say I'm sorry, and I know it sounds like an empty word,
but I am sincere. I can't really change the things I've done and said,
I can’t find the words to make up to the ones I’ve hurt.

And I beg you, to listen before you go.
I never ever meant to hurt you,
but I just can't be like this.

I'm cruel, I'm cold. Look what I've become.
It's 'cuz I'm not in to this.
And I don't know if I ever can,
'cuz I can't deal another time with a broken heart.

I can't let you in, I can't let you win my heart.
'Cuz somebody else already seems to own it.

I think you're better off without me,
there's nothing I can give you,
except misery.

Trust me, you could never ever figure me out.
Look at me now, what's wrong with you,
You should be sick of me now.

I look so ridiculous,
I Thought I’d never be,
what I’m running from now.


Just take a second to listen,
I beg you, to listen before you go.
I never ever meant to hurt you,
but I just can't be like this.

I'm cruel, I'm cold. Look what I've become.
It's 'cuz I'm not in to this.
And I don't know if I ever can,
'cuz I can't deal another time with a broken heart.

I can't let you in, I can't let you win my heart.
'Cuz somebody else already seems to own it.

So don't you understand,
I can't give you my heart,
I don't have it anymore.
He took it away.

He left, with my heart.
So now there's nothing else,
I can give you, except my apology.

I'm cruel, I'm cold. Look what I've become.
It's 'cuz I'm not in to this.
And I don't know if I ever can,
'cuz I can't deal another time with a broken heart.

You'll be better of without me.


(c) booberry

You're just an object to her. Torstai 28.02.2008 01:14

Oh did you know?
I saw her today,
she was with another guy,
he was holding her hand,
and kissing her lips.
They we're kinda cute.

Does it hurt?
Does it make you sad?
Maybe even make you jealous?
Well I guess you have a reason to be.

But why did you have the make the wrong choice?
Why did you choose the one who will always hurt you,
the one who's love is just nothing but a waste of time.

She only needs you,
'cuz she doesn't wanna be alone.
I don't get it,
your other choice, was the girl who loves you more than anything.
She'd give anything to be with you,
she's cryin' every night,
'cuz you left her all alone.

She's all alone again,
trying to fill her loneliness.

(c) booberry