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LonelinessSunnuntai 08.03.2009 03:20

I can't even tell how sorry I'am what I said or did to you... But I can tell you that I can't sleep I before I know that I have said: ”I am sorry enough times”...

I don't want to leave everything, but I have to always get disappointed, maybe thatÂ’s only my own destiny...

And at the time, thought of myself as... No, "had" to think of myself as... And I realized that that was the hardest thing one can feel, the feeling that you are not needed by anyone in this world.

Why do I think that every time I try to get closer to people, why everyone goes further away from me, what is there wrong in me?

Everybody I have ever met has seen my hard outside, but I think that nobody has ever been able to see into me. People can be suprised how different human can be from inside...

I always screw up
everything, and I only act
strong because I want to
be acknowledged by
everyone

There are few things that human being canÂ’t understand, without experiencing it, now I know that one of them is crying yourself to sleep

I think that this is the path I have been given by God, long walk alone and suffering all by myself, then suddenly a happy and cheerfull moment for just a little while, then returning to ground fast and painfully just to continue this path of suffering

When I say that I donÂ’t care what happens, that is the time when I care the most

This pain is already more than enough to drive me overboard, but it isnÂ’t quite enough to make me give up

Some people are blessed so that they can forget their past

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