Loving a band with all your heart is something you understand when it happens to you. On the surface, others can see it was a petty obsession, but they'll just never know the feeling of putting so much faith into a few peoples on the other side of the world. It's hard to explain it to them, the listening to a song repeart, the waits for new albums, the eximent and surreal sensation when you finally see them live. They don't understand why the lyric booklets give you a sense of comfort, or why you paste photos of them all over your bedroom walls. And they can't understand why one band could matter to you so much. And you think to yourself " because they saved my life " but you don't say nothing, they wouldn't understand.