IRC-Galleria

all the memories i have, all the good times and the bad times, i wont miss them, i´m happy with each of them and how they are happened.
actually i can´t erase them, cause i miss that time, some people want to go backwards, but not me, i look straight forward in a future, in OUR future. even if it´s not easy at the moment.
i don´t know what i should think now, i don´t wanna loose the person, who means the most in my live. i would do every thing for her. i know it´s hard to believe or hard to accept, but i have no choice, i have to do it. i have to be strong, even when it hurts like hell, and it feels like i´m burning...
memories, i wont miss them, i wanna go back and change somethings, yes of course^^, maybe i would never have written to that girl, who destroys our relationship for the first time, it was hard too, but we made it...
maybe would never leave finland again and try to search a job harder...
maybe i would never ask her to be my fiancee...
maybe we would never live toghether, who knows what happen, if i did no mistake... but mistake are there to learn, to learn what hurts, what we shouldn´t do, well in the past we are all smarter, when the mistakes are made.
memories... every single one, i´m asking my self, what did i do?
did i do it right?
did i do it to fast?
am i the best for her?
well i don´t know
but the girl have to know:
please her me calling you , i want you to know that this is true, i can´t live without you... so take my hand, may i have this last dance, cause it´s raining outside and we don´t live forever, so take my hand.
give me your heart girl, i will keep it safe and sound, i promise i will never let it hit the ground
... and i know it´s maybe hard to get through
but baby go where your heart tells you to
and now there is only one thing left to say
is that you truly make my day,
so give yourself a smile, for doing what you done.
i know i tore your heart into pieces.. but i´ll fix it up if you want..<3
memories...memories,what else can be so wirred, so confused, so nice, so beautyful, so lovely, so hard... nothing, really nothing
i love you H.E.T
in love, Nalle<3