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olotilaLauantai 29.09.2007 17:05

Vittu huhhuh. olo on jokseenkin krabulainen, heikko ja pelkotilat pukkaa päälle. APUA!!!
Ei muuta kun show must go on... Tai jotain... Tää on tätä rollofunkkia taas.

Päivän biisiPerjantai 28.09.2007 13:39

A Perfect Circle - Passive

“Dead as dead can be,” my doctor tells me
But I just canÂ’t believe him, ever the optimistic one
IÂ’m sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy
Wake up and face me, donÂ’t play dead cause maybe
Someday I will walk away and say, “You disappoint me,”
Maybe youÂ’re better off this way

Leaning over you here, cold and catatonic
I catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been
It's your right and your ability
To becomeÂ…my perfect enemyÂ…

Wake up (we'll catch you) and face me (come one now),
DonÂ’t play dead (don't play dead)
Cause maybe (because maybe)
Someday I’ll (someday I'll) walk away and say, “You disappoint me,”
Maybe youÂ’re better off this way

Maybe youÂ’re better off this way
Maybe youÂ’re better off this way
Maybe youÂ’re better off this way
YouÂ’re better of this; youÂ’re better off this;
Maybe youÂ’re better off!

Wake up (can't you) and face me (come on now),
DonÂ’t play dead (don't play dead)
Cause maybe (because maybe)
Someday I’ll (someday I'll) walk away and say, “You fucking disappoint me!”
Maybe youÂ’re better off this way

Go ahead and play dead
I know that you can hear this
Go ahead and play dead
Why can't you turn and face me?
Why can't you turn and face me?
Why can't you turn and face me?
Why can't you turn and face me?
You fucking disappoint me!

Passive aggressive bullshit

Päivän biisi.Torstai 27.09.2007 11:44

A Perfect Circle - Rose

Don't disturb
The beast
The tempermental goat
The snail while he's feeding on
the Rose
Stay frozen, compromising
What I will
I am

Bend around
The wind silently
thrown about
Again I'm treading so
Soft and lightly
Compromising my will
I am

I am
I will
So no longer
Will I
Lay down
Play dead
Play your doe
in the headlights locked down
and terrified
Your deer in the headlights
shot down and horrified when
Push comes to pull comes to shove
Comes to step around this
Self-destructing dance that never
would've ended till I
Rose,
I roared aloud here
I will
I am.

I am
I will
So no longer
Will I
Lay down
Lay dead
Play this
Kneel down
Gun-shy Martyr
Pitiful
I rose, I roared
I will
I am
Koitetaan vain jatkaa elämää, ihmetellään tulevaa ja mitä tuleva maailma tuo tullessaan.
Onko se sitten hyvää, pahaa tai mukamas jopa rahaa, sitä ei voi tietää etukäteen vaan sen huomaa vasta jälkikäteen mistä ittensä löytää kun havahtuu todellisuuteen ja viisastuu salaa.
Shit happens! Ei sille voi mitään. Sattuu sitä paremmissakin piireissä.
Mutta mä sentään oon ELÄNYT!!!

Päivä alkoi tällä biisillä.Keskiviikko 26.09.2007 11:34

A Perfect Circle - Pet


Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window
Go back to sleep

Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come

Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble

Head down, go to sleep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind what other voices say
They don't care about you, like I do, like I do
Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils,
See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do.

Just stay with me, safe and ignorant,
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come
Count the bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble

Head down, go to sleep to the rhythm of the war drums

I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and all your demons

I'll be the one to protect you from
A will to survive and a voice of reason

I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and your choices son
They're one in the same
I must isolate you
Isolate and save you from yourself

Swayin to the rhythm of the new world order and
Count the bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums

The boogeymen are coming
The boogeymen are coming

Keep your head down, go to sleep, to the rhythm of a war drums

Stay with me
Safe and ignorant
Just stay with me
Hold you and protect you from the other ones
The evil ones
Don't love you son,
Go back to sleep

En vaihtaisTiistai 25.09.2007 12:19

Miljoona mestaa, festaria ja lekaa. Edestakas jengii edes sit niiden sekaan.
Sulautuen, humaltuen fiiliksistä ja muusta. Tulee ylistävää sanaa monist bileistä mun suusta.
Mut muuttaa ei voi sitä tosiseikkaa et himas on siisteint ku ei kukaan ei pysty feikkaa.
Keikkaa tulee ja keikkaa menee pukkaa kukkaa mut himas vast puhkee.

Ihmiset kävelee ruuhkassa mua vastaan. Liun omii reittei massaa vastaan.
Omas maailmassaan kaikki hakee paikkaa. Näen vaan massaa eikä kukaan vastaa.
Tuhansii taloi, tuhansii ikkunoit ja valoi betonisii kasoi ilman kasvoi kasvoin kii paljain jaloin.
Juurruin syvyyksiin siks tiän mihin meen kun palaan kotiin.

Kun sä nukut liesituuletin polttaa mun kaa tupakkaa. Lihakset ihan rentoina ja ajatuksis tunnelmaa.
Kuin aaveena yössä koitan vaeltaa hiljaa. Saatan jotain kolistaa mutta nuku vaan nuku vaan.
Kun sä nukut liesituuletin polttaa mun kaa tupakkaa. Lihakset ihan rentoina ja ajatuksis tunnelmaa.
Kuin aaveena yössä koitan vaeltaa hiljaa. Saatan jotain kolistaa mutta nuku vaan nuku vaan

On tärkeetä nähä muutakin kuin kotikortteli. Mut jos ei tuu aina takas nii ei hallus pysy peli.
Selin kotiovee päin on hyvä seisoo ja kattoo miten muual pelataan. Nostaa fiiliksii kattoon.
Kelaa vaan sitä hetkee ilman huolta huomisesta. Testaa mestaruuskuntoo kun vaan tietää oman mestan.
Se taas pitää ottaa haltuu lyödä jalkaa kotikatuun niin et sattuu. Matkoiltani aina takas tuun.

Näit iltoja kun vaan istuu himassa oman onnensa nojassa ja omiensa kanssa.
Ei vaihtaa vois eikä tahtois parhaisiinkaan bileisiin plus niiden jatkoihin.
En vahtais vaik voisin näit fiiliksii toisiin.
En vahtais vaik voisin näit fiiliksii toisiin.
En vahtais vaik voisin, en vahtais vaik voisin, en vahtais vaik voisin, näit fiiliksii toisiin.

Ota huikaa mut älä juo liikaa. Meil on aikaa juhlistaa.
Huudotaan alas ne palat mitkä kurkkua kuristaa.
Ei sanaakaan, sanat vaan satuttaa. Tässä ja nyt on kaikki hyvin.
Taas jokainen mesta mihin meen, jokainen tyyppi jonka nään.
Huomen ehkä jo poissa mut täällä vielä tänään.
Oon kuullu että kärsimys määrittää ilon määrää, kunhan vaan saisin sen mahtumaan mun pään sisään.

Kun sä nukut liesituuletin polttaa mun kaa tupakkaa. Lihakset ihan rentoina ja ajatuksis tunnelmaa.
Kuin aaveena yössä koitan vaeltaa hiljaa. Saatan jotain kolistaa mutta nuku vaan nuku vaan.
En vahtais vaik voisin näit fiiliksii toisiin. En vahtais vaik voisin näit fiiliksii toisiin.
En vahtais vaik voisin, en vahtais vaik voisin, en vahtais vaik voisin näit fiiliksii toisiin.

en vaihtais, en vaihtais, en vaihtais, en vaihtais, en vaihtais
A Perfect Cicle - Weak and Powerless

Tilling my own grave to keep me level
Jam another dragon down the hole
Digging to the rhythm and the echo of a solitary siren
One that pushes me along and leaves me so

Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless over you

Someone feed the monkey while I dig in search of China
White as Dracula as I approach the bottom

Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless over you

Little angel go away
Come again some other day
The devil has my ear today
I'll never hear a word you say
He promised I would find a little solace
And some piece of mind
Whatever just as long as I don't feel so

Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless over you
Desperate and Ravenous
I'm so weak and powerless
over you


A Perfect Circle - The Noose

So glad to see you have overcome them.
Completely silent now
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead

Recall the deeds as if
They're all someone else's
Atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn before us all
So glad to see you well

And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead

With your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down [repeated]

Your halo slipping down to choke you now


A Perfect Circle - Blue

I didn't want to know
I just didn't want to know
Best to keep things in the shallow end
Cause I never quite learned how to swim

I just didn't want to know
Didn't want, didn't want,
Didn't want, didn't want

Close my eyes just to look at you
Taken by the seamless vision
I close my eyes,
Ignore the smoke,
Ignore the smoke,
Ignore the smoke

Call an optimist, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call an optimist, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you

Because I don't want to know
I didn't want to know
I just didn't want to know
I just didn't want

Mistook the nods for an approval
Just ignore the smoke and smile

Call an optimist, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call an optimist, she's turning blue
Such a perfect color for your eyes
Call an optimist, she's turning blue
Such a lovely color for you
Call an optimist, she's turning blue
While I just sit and stare at you

I don't want to know
Tool - Parabol

So familiar and overwhelmingly warm
This one, this form I hold now.

Embracing you, this reality here,
This one, this form I hold now, so
Wiide eyed and hoopeful.

Wiide eyed and hoopefully wild.
We barely remember what came before this precious moment,
Choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside...
This body holding me, reminding me that I am not alone in
This body makes me feel eternal. All this pain is an illuuuusion.


Tool - Parabola

We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment,
We are Choosing to be here, right now. Hold on, stay inside...
This hoooooly realityy, this hoooooly experience.
Choosing to be here in...
This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion.

Aliiiiive!

In this hoooooly reality, in this hoooooly experience. Choosing to be here in...
This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in
This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion...

Twirling round with this familiar parable.
Spinning, weaving round each new experience.
Recognize this as a holy gift and, celebrate this
(chance to beeeeee alive and breathing 2x)

This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality.
Embrace this moment. Remember. we are eternal.
all this pain is an illusion.


Tool - Schism

I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them fall away
mildewed and smoldering, fundamental differing,
pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion
disintegrating as it goes testing our communication
the light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so
we cannot see to reach an end crippling our communicatioooon.

I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them tumble down
no fault, none to blame it doesn't mean I don't desire to
point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over.
To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communicatioooon.

The poetry that comes from the squaring off between,
And the circling is worth it.
Finding beauty in the dissonance.

There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away.
Mildewed and smoldering, strangled by our coveting
I've done the the math enough to know the dangers of a second guessing
Doomed to crumble unless we grow, and strengthen our communicatioooon.

cold, cold, cold,
Cold silence haaaas
a tendency toooo
atrophy anyyyyy
sense of compassiooooon.

between supposed loverrrs
between supposed brotherrrrrs.

(I know the pieces fit. 7x)
I know the pieces fiiit!

StinkfistPerjantai 21.09.2007 12:11

Something has to change.
Undeniable dilemma.
Boredom's not a burden anyone should bear.
Constant over stimulation numbs me
But I would not want you any other way.
Just not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I said, I don't want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive.

Finger deep within the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Relax, turn around and take my.

I can help you change tired moments into pleasure.
Say the word and we'll be well upon our waaay.
Blend and balance pain and comfort deep within you
till you will not want me any other way.
But it's not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I said, I don't want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive.

Knuckle deep inside the borderline.
This may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to.
Relax. Slip awaaaaaaaay.

Chupa minha pica pichu
Chupa minha pica pinto

Something kinda sad about,
the way that things have come to be.
Desensitized to everything.
What became of subtlety?

How can it mean anything to me,
if I really don't feel a thing at all?

I'll, keep, digging
till I, feel, something.

Elbow deep inside the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Shoulder deep within the borderline.
Relax, turn around and take my hand.
There's nothing wrong with me
There's something wrong with you
There's something wrong with me
I hope your stepson doesn't eat the fish
When we're crying for our next fix

There's nothing wrong with me
There's something wrong with you
There's something wrong with me
I hope your stepson doesn't eat the fish
When we're crying for our next fix

Killers never hurt feelings
Killers never hurt feelings
Killers never hurt feelings

Gonorrhea gorgonzola
Gonorrhea gorgonzola
Single files of clean feedings

I can't see your souls through through your eyes
The crying walls of sliding architecture
Kidnapped by the likes of pure conjecture
Upholstery loving men all dwelling in the wells
Kidnapped by the likes of pure conjecture

Killers never hurt feelings
Killers never hurt feelings
Killers never hurt feelings

Gonorrhea gorgonzola
Gonorrhea gorgonzola
Single files of clean feedings

There's nothing wrong with me
There's something wrong with you
Wrong with you and I
When we're crying for our next fix

There's nothing wrong with me
There's something wrong with you
Wrong with you and I
When we're crying for our next fix

Killers never hurt feelings
Killers never hurt feelings
Killers never hurt feelings

Gonorrhea gorgonzola
Gonorrhea gorgonzola
Single files of clean feedings
Single files of clean feedings

There's nothing wrong with me
There's something wrong with you
There's something wrong with me
I hope your stepson doesn't eat the fish
There's nothing wrong with me
There's something wrong with you

There's nothing wrong with me
There's something wrong with you
There's something wrong with me
I hope your stepson doesn't eat the fish
There's nothing wrong with me
There's something wrong with you

Don't eat the fish