IRC-Galleria

Why th fuckwud you say smthing stupid like that ILOVEYOU that's the biggest lie I've heard I don't love you back just fuck off I fucking hate you don't you fucking dare to lie to me prick I'm an honest person with honest purposes ICANTSTANDALONE but why wud I want you to support me you are fragile why would I count on something breakable there must be something stable SOMETHINGTORELYON like a feeling that cannot be lost such as fear that cant be defeated or mourn that cannot be soother down I TREATYOULIKESHIT and yet you come back is that <LOVE> or <OBSESSION> I wouldnt perform if I didn't want but I cant get hurt but by myself ILOVEME I want to love you too how the fuck could you take my love if you cant even take my anger I'm not easy I never said I was I'm not moody I just live among instincts ILOVEYOU that's not so much a lie how can I say it if you cant even sence it I need more space this isn't enough MEMEME I'm not veing I'm just honest WHATTHEFUCKAREYOU I don't even know you don't tell me words I want to hear tell me the truth please pretending isn't my thing give me space PLEASE give me space PLEASE I don't want to die but I don't care about only one that hears my pain is myself so why not to whisper HEUSEDME I don't try to say I didn't enjoy it I used him as much he fucking diserved it and he knows it I love that feeling as much as I hate it IT'SSOFALSE not to mean anything why would you do something you dont want to do OKAY do you LIETOYOURSELF why do you still fucking do it ITSNOTOKAY why do you still fucking do it it's not okay it won't be the peace of violence so often creeps among with the lack of sympathy or understanding either way it's fucking fucked up i can't find peace in lonelyness yet its the only way to keep myself honest i need it as much as I disguss it the way to keep Final words should never be WHATIF it means you regret don't do that just live like there was still a hope of tomorrow let no-one to try and change you it you dont want to change dont let them harm you so badly that you couldnt work it out but dont either be that shell ITSSOFUCKINGDIFFICULT wave the red flag if you like but blame and thank only yourself of what it will couse ILOVEYOU really I do don't run away from me I don't want to take back what I've once lost but to treasure the remains as it was my last thing before whta if never came only silence