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im so confused....Torstai 28.12.2006 00:03

"Say Goodbye"

Look we gotta talk
Dang I know
I know it's just
It's just...
Some things I gotta get of my chest alright....
Yeahhhh...
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa...
Listen..

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so


How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand


There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know


How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?


There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Do you hear me crying?
Oh, oh, oh


There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye


There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

for himLauantai 16.12.2006 02:20

If you were worried 'bout where
I been or who I saw or
what club I went to with my homies
baby don't worry you know that you got me


Somebody told me that this planet was small
we use to live in the same building on the same floor
and never met before
until I'm overseas on tour
and peep this ethiopian queen from philly
taking classes abroad
she studying film and photo flash focus record
said she workin on a flick and
could my click do the score
she said she loved my show in paris
at elise momarre
and that I stepped off the stage
and took a piece of her heart
we knew from the start that
things fall apart, intentions shatter
she like that shit don't matter
when I get home get at her
through letter, phone, whatever
let's link, let's get together
shit you think not, think the Thought went home and forgot
time passed, we back in philly now she up in my spot
tellin me the things I'm tellin her is makin her hot
startin buildin with her constantly round the clock
now she in my world like hip-hop
and keep tellin me




Yo, I'm the type that's always catchin a flight
and sometimes I gotta be out at the height of the night
and that's when she flip and get on some 'ol

Another lonely night
seems like I'm on the side you only loving your mic
I know you gotta get that paper daddy keep that shit tight
but yo I need some sort of love in my life, you dig me
while politikin with my sister from new york city
she said she know this ball player and he think I'm pretty

sike, I'm playin boo, you know it's just wit you I'm stayin boo
and when cats be poppin game I don't hear what they sayin boo
when you out there in the world, I'm still your girl
with all my classes I don't have the time for life's thrills
so when you sweatin on stage think of me when you rhyme
and don't be listenin to your homies they be leavin you blind
(Black Thought)
Yeah, so what you sayin I can trust you?

Is you crazy, you my king for real

But sometimes relationships get ill

No doubt


Thet snake could be that chick
and that rat could be that cool cat
that's whispering "she tryin to play you for the fool Black"
if something's on your chest then let it be known
see I'm not your every five minutes all on the phone
and on the topic of trust, it's just a matter of fact
that people bite back and fracture what's intact
and they'll forever be I ain't on some "oh I'm a celebrity"
I deal with the real so if it's artificial let it be
I've seen people caught in love like whirlwinds
listening to they squads and listening to girlfriends
that's exactly the point where they whole world ends
lies come in, that's where that drama begins, she like

[Ei aihetta]Keskiviikko 13.12.2006 23:19

30 unknown facts/secrets about ME !

1. What does your irc headline mean?
my nickname from when i was lil

2. Elaborate on your default photo:

hmmmmm thinkin


3. What's your middle name start with?
a

4. What is your current relationship status?
unknown haha.... still tryin to figure it out


5. What are you wearing right now?
nuthin haha

6. What is your current problem?
hmmmmm dont really have one


7. What do you love most?
my family

8. What makes you most happy?
certain people...

9. Are you musically inclined?
LOL ; yeah


10. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
i wouldve been braver in certain times of my life

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what would you be?
a pussy.... cat that is


12. Ever have a near death experience?
yeah a car accident when i was a year old... almost died... and a few of them i dont wanna name

14. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
jim jones..w e fly high

15. Who was this cut and pasted from?
deandra haha


16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
mariah carey

17. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
neverr !

18. Have you ever been in a fight?
yeah.. a few...

19. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
yeah at the busta rhymes concert haha
20. What's the first thing you notice about the OPPOSITE sex?

if they are wearing clean shoes...yay!


21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
white mocha frap...if its hot...and a white mocha if its cold

22. Do you have a crush on anybody from your friends list?

yes.


23. Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
lol yeah ... i love border towns

24.Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
yeah ...


25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
hell yea

26. Did you have braces?
yeah

27. Are you comfortable with your height?
ohhh yess ....


29. Do you speak any other languages?
yeah

30. Whats your favorite smell?
vera*wang-princess && paris hiltons-heiress adn emporio armani

[Ei aihetta]Lauantai 02.12.2006 18:12

JANUARY

1. Who kissed you on new years?
MY ex

2. Did you have a new year's resolution this year?
YEA

3. Does it snow where you live?
hell yeah

4. Do you like hot chocolate?
YES

5. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop?
yes

FEBRUARY

1. Who was your Valentine?
my ex

2. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class?
YES

3. Do you care if the groundhog sees its shadow or not?
NO

MARCH

1. Are you Irish?
ummm no

2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day?
yea so i dont get pinched

3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2006?
nada

4. Are you happy when winter is pretty much over?
yeah

APRIL

1. Do you like the rain? yea i do

2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year?
lol yeah .... haha it was the best to this day

3. Do you get tons of candy on Easter?
yes... easter egg hunts

4. Do you celebrate 4/20?
ummmm no

5. Do you love the month of April?
i dunno

MAY

1. What is your favorite flower?
orchids

2. Do you like the spring?
SURE

3. Finish the phrase "April showers":
BRING MAY FLOWERS

4. What is the first color you think of when you think of Spring?
PINK

JUNE

1. What year did/will you graduate from highschool?
2002

2. Did you do anything fun during this month?
umm no

JULY

1. What did you do on the Fourth of July?
UMM. nada cause im in finland now :(

2. Did you go on any vacations during this month?
NO

3. Do you blast the A/C all day?
i dotn ahve one

AUGUST

1. Did you do anything special at the end of your summer?
nope

2. What was your favorite summer memory of '06?
umm dont really have

3. Did you have a sunburn?
never

4. Do you go to the beach a lot?
i wish there was a beach here

SEPTEMBER

1. Did you attend school/college in '06?
no

2. Who is your favorite teacher?
MYSELF...LOL

3. Do you like fall better then summer?
YEA I GUESS



OCTOBER

1. What was your favorite Halloween costume?
I DONT KNOW...

2. What is your favorite candy?
KIT KAT starburst

3.What did you dress up as this year?
nuthin

NOVEMBER

1. Whose house did you go to for Thanksgiving?
MINE

2. Do you love stuffing?
YES

3. What are you thankful for?
My family

DECEMBER

Do you celebrate Christmas?
YES

2. What is December 1st, 2006?
NOTHING

3. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe?
yes

4. Get anything special?
I HOPE SO

5. what do you want this year?
nuthing really

6. Do you like cold weather?
no

4 types of girlsPerjantai 01.12.2006 22:28

Dec 1, 2006 6:17 AM
A NIGGA HAS 4 DIFFERENT TYPE OF GURLS!!!

1. Wifey
2. Boo
3. Bitches
4. Hoes

1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always loves, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Hoes until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses his Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again..

2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO)

3) Bitches.. A female that a male uses only for sex or other sexually related events..Dat call when Wifey acting up and you need a quick nut. The bitch is the first one running there.

4) Hoes.. enough said! Trying to move up in life, Wants to be a Bitch or a Boo. Hoes are just the girls you bag for no reason and have them in your phone. Backups incase a bitch or a boo slips up. Then you replace with a hoe

another survey haha get to know meTorstai 30.11.2006 03:06

Name : Cristina

Nick Name : Nena

Birthdate : 3 27 85

Birthplace:USA

Current Location:finland

Eye Color:brown

Hair Color:black

Height:5 ft 4


Piercings: ears and belly

Tatoos: 2

Boyfriend/Girlfriend: nope...........workin on it

Vehicle: audi a6 ( thats sittin gargaged cause i cant drive here)

Overused Phrase: BITCH ... LOL... and oh shit

FAVORITES
Food: chicken

Pub/Disc/Restaurant: chruchs chicken, popeyes, olive garden , brus room

Candy: starburst

Number: 7

Color:black

Animal: hmm dunno i have 2 cats and a dog so i gotta say both

Drink:probably incredible hulk ( half hynotiq half hennesey)

Body Part on Opposite sex: stomach

Perfume: emporio armani


TV Show: desperate housewives


Music Album: jayz reasonable doubt and foxy brown broken silence

Movie: scarface...( of course)

Actor/Actress: vin diesel and j-lo

This or That. This

Pepsi or Coke: coke

McDonalds or BurgerKing: burger king

Chocolate or Vanilla : vanilla

Hot Chocolate or Coffee: coffee

Kiss or Hug: kiss

Dog or Cat: no comment lol the pussys will get mad

Rap or Punk: rap

Summer or Winter: summer

Scary Movies or Funny Movies: funny

Love or Money: love

YOUR...
Bedtime: whenever i close my eyes

Most Missed Memory: goin out to sobe with lauren :(

Best phyiscal feature: i dunno ..

First Thought Waking Up:hmm.... wonder fi the mail came

Ambition: too many to list

Best Friends:lauren ...

Weakness: love

Fears: god and dying

Longest relationship: 8 years

HAVE YOU...
Cheated Your Partner:nope

Ever been beaten up: no comment

Ever beaten someone up: no comment

Ever Shoplifted: nope

Ever Skinny Dipped: yup

Ever Kissed Opposite sex: yup

Been Dumped Lately: nope i hope not ...

IN A GUY/GIRL

Favorite Eye Color: any
Favorite Hair Color: i like dark hair

Short or Long: short

Height: anything taller then me

Style:... whatevers clever

Looks or Personality: needs a bit fo both

Hot or Cute: cute

Muscular or Really Skinny: in the middle

RANDOMS
What country do you want to Visit: Italy

How do you want to Die: old and peaceful and satisfied

Been to the Mall Lately:umm lol there aint no malls in forssa ..lol unless u count city market haha

Get along with your Parents:yes i do

Health Freak: sumtimes

Do you think your Attractive: yeah ,. im fine... lol...

Believe in Yourself: yes i do

Want to go to College:already did

Do you Smoke: sumtimes

Do you Drink:yessir

Shower Daily:of course

Been in Love: i thought i was.... i dunno now

Do you Sing: yes

Want to get Married: i dunno .. only if i knew for sure

Do you want Children: i dunno

Age you wanna lose your Virginity:umm been there done that

Hate anyone: no just dislike





i want him :(Keskiviikko 29.11.2006 22:42

I want the guy who will text every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams.

I want the guy who will hold me when im crying and wipe away my tears.

I want the guy who still thinks im beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a big t-shirt.

I want the guy who won't pressure me to do things i dont want to.

I want the guy who will show up at my house with soup and a movie when im not feeling well.

I want the guy who kisses me on the forehead.

I want the guy who doesnt kiss and tell.

I want the guy who actually listens to me when I talk.

I want the guy who's excited all day because im looking forward to our date that night.

I want the guy who is content to just be able to hold me and wants nothing more.

I want the guy who can't help but smile when I walk into the room.

I want the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling.

I want the guy who won't lie to me about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with.

I want the guy who gets butterflies when he hears my name.

i want the guy who's not afraid to tell his friends he loves me.

Im want the guy who doesnt mess with other girls when he has me

I want the guy who doesn't care about your imperfections and loves me more for them.

I want the guy who will hold me while we watch the sunset.

.

swedish people are assholesLauantai 25.11.2006 22:38








While Sweden has enjoyed a reputation as a country of very open-minded people, it wasn't until today that I learned about a very dark side of this country. Forced sterilizations did not end in Sweden until 1975, this article was brought to my attention by a friend who was in sweden during that time frame and is racially mixed.all i gotta to say for people who still have this opinion .... GO FUCK YOURSELVESSSSS and i am soo glad i aint swedish

Sweden: Sterilization Policy Sparks Debate


BY BIRGITTA ISACSSON
STOCKHOLM, Sweden - A sharp debate has opened here over eugenics policies carried out for decades. Some 63,000 people were sterilized in Sweden between 1935 and 1975 to supposedly combat racial and social inferiority. Most were sterilized against their will, and the overwhelming majority of them were women.

Swedish authorities took the first steps toward a "racial hygiene" policy in 1921, when the State Institute for Race Biology was founded in Uppsala. It was the first institute of this kind in the world and a pattern for Kaiser Wilhelm Institute fur Rassenhygiene in Berlin, Germany. The institute distributed pictures of "racially clean" and "racially mixed" people. The "racially mixed" were gypsies, so-called travelers or tinkers, and others considered social outcasts. In 1934 the Swedish parliament adopted a law authorizing sterilization of the "mentally ill." This legislation was extended in 1941 to allow sterilization to combat "antisocial behavior."

By 1947, the number of sterilizations had grown to more than 2,000 a year, and stayed at that level into the 1950s. Swedish authorities put people in impossible situations, such as taking away their children or denying them abortions if they refused to sign an application for sterilization. Young people in reformatories had to sign as a condition for their release or for leave of absence. The forced sterilization laws were finally abolished in 1975 as one of the victories of the growing women's rights movement.


[Ei aihetta]Keskiviikko 22.11.2006 02:15

Fuck conversation, I'm throwin him a lever
Leavin the crib with a Dear John letter
I'm takin what I need, nigga fuck all ya cheddah
Fuck all ya jewelry and fuck all ya cars
You ballin while I'm wishin on stars
Won't have me wildin while you puffin on dro's
Have me in the crib, all panties and bras
While you in the Benzo messin wit broads
Have ya'll face in another bitch twat
Go ahead playa boy that's how you get shot
And I ain't even like that silly nigga
But I'm hurt and I'm filled up with liquor
Ponderin on if you really feel her
Only a man could make a girl a killer
And wit a nine like this my nigga don't sleep
I'ma creep up on your behind my nigga

I'm about to bizounce
I can't take this shit no more
Picture frame broken daddy
Cuz I can't trust you
I'm ridin high now
So nigga fuck you


Drivin in yo Benzo
Shinned up Lorenzo
Ashtray filled wit Indo
Toss it out the window
Bein fast as the ash blow
Leavin a nigga, fuck ya cash flow
I got my own account
And it holds a nice amount
I'ma come back for my clothes
And come back for my Roles
You can keep them other hoes
Nigga that's how the game goes
And if ya didn't know
Better ask somebody baby
Shoulda treated me like your lady
Nigga I gotta bizounce






fuck the conversation
I'm throwin you a letter
Keep them platinum credit cards
Keep all of your cheddar
That shit don't mean nuttin to me
Cuz I'm tired of you stressin me
The scent of perfume on ya clothes
Messin wit them silly hoes
Got me feelin miserable
Peddlin up wit Hen and Coke
Sleepin wit the enemy
Boy you don't wanna fuck wit me




I ain't never comin back no more
I know you heard that shit before
I don't never wanna see your face
Faded pictures on make-up case
Shoulda known what ya missed at home
Now you roll along wit no one to bone
You ain't never gonna eat ToTo
Not from me no no



fuk fuk fuk Keskiviikko 22.11.2006 01:15

im not tellin anyone anything anymore.-...i hate fukin drama.... lil mama rides solo